Eve watched the progress of his labor, and in the depth of her own heart
the watching came nearer to actual living than any activity she had
known. She was an on-looker--but an on-looker who stood, as it were, on
the steps of the arena, who, by a single forward movement, could feel
the sand under her feet, the breath of the battle on her face; and in
this knowledge she rested satisfied.
There were hours when Loder seemed scarcely conscious of her existence;
but on those occasions she smiled in her serene way--and went on
waiting. She knew that each day, before the afternoon had passed, he
would come into her sitting-room, his face thoughtful, his hands full
of books or papers, and, dropping into one of the comfortable, studious
chairs, would ask laconically for tea. This was her moment of triumph
and recompense--for the very unconsciousness of his coming doubled its
value. He would sit for half an hour with a preoccupied glance, or with
keen, alert eyes fixed on the fire, while his ideas sorted themselves
and fell into line. Sometimes he was silent for the whole half-hour,
sometimes he commented to himself as he scanned his notes; but on other
and rarer occasions he talked, speaking his thoughts and his theories
aloud, with the enjoyment of a man who knows himself fully in his
depth, while Eve sipped her tea or stitched peacefully at a strip of
embroidery.
On these occasions she made a perfect listener. Here and there she
encouraged him with an intelligent remark, but she never interrupted.
She knew when to be silent and when to speak; when to merge her own
individuality and when to make it felt. In these days of stress and
preparation he came to her unconsciously for rest; he treated her as he
might have treated a younger brother--relying on her discretion,
turning to her as by right for sympathy, comprehension, and friendship.
Sometimes, as they sat silent in the richly colored, homelike room, Eve
would pause over her embroidery and let her thoughts spin momentarily
forward--spin towards the point where, the brunt of his ordeal passed,
he must, of necessity, seek something beyond mere rest. But there her
thoughts would inevitably break off and the blood flame quickly into her
cheek.
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