Without apology or farewell, Loder had left the fireplace and walked out
of the room.
He passed through the hall hurriedly, picking up a hat as he went; and,
reaching the pavement outside, he went straight forward until Grosvenor
Square was left behind; then he ran. At the risk of reputation, at
the loss of dignity, he ran until he saw a cab. Hailing it, he sprang
inside, and, as the cabman whipped up and the horse responded to the
call, he realized for the first time the full significance of what had
occurred.
Realization, like the need for action, came to him slowly, but when it
came it was with terrible lucidity. He did not swear as he leaned back
in his seat, mechanically watching the stream of men on their way to
business, the belated cars of green produce blocking the way between
the Strand and Covent Garden. He had no use for oaths; his feelings
lay deeper than mere words. But his mouth was sternly set and his eyes
looked cold.
Outside the Law Courts he dismissed his cab and walked forward to
Clifford's Inn. As he passed through the familiar entrance a chill fell
on him. In the clear, early light it seemed more than ever a place of
dead hopes, dead enterprises, dead ambitions. In the onward march of
life it had been forgotten. The very air had a breath of unfulfilment.
He crossed the court rapidly, but his mouth set itself afresh as he
passed through the door-way of his own house and crossed the bare hall.
As he mounted the well-known stairs, he received his first indication of
life in the appearance of a cat from the second-floor rooms. At sight of
him, the animal came forward, rubbed demonstratively against his legs,
and with affectionate persistence followed him up-stairs.
Outside his door he paused. On the ground stood the usual morning can of
milk--evidence that Chilcote was not yet awake or that, like himself, he
had no appetite for breakfast. He smiled ironically as the idea struck
him, but it was a smile that stiffened rather than relaxed his lips.
Then he drew out the duplicate key he always carried, and, inserting it
quietly, opened the door. A close, unpleasant smell greeted him as he
entered the small passage that divided the bed and sitting rooms--a
smell of whiskey mingling with the odor of stale smoke. With a quick
gesture he pushed open the bedroom door; then on the threshold he
paused, a look of contempt and repulsion passing over his face.
In his first glance he scarcely grasped the details of the scene,
for the half-drawn curtains kept the light dim, but as his eyes grew
accustomed to the obscurity he gathered their significance.
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