The room had a sleepless, jaded air--the room that under his own
occupation had shown a rigid, almost monastic severity. The plain
dressing-table was littered with cigarette ends and marked with black
and tawny patches where the tobacco had been left to burn itself out. On
one corner of the table a carafe of water and a whiskey-decanter rested
one against the other, as if for support, and at the other end an
overturned tumbler lay in a pool of liquid. The whole effect was sickly
and nauseating. His glance turned involuntarily to the bed, and there
halted.
On the hard, narrow mattress, from which the sheets and blankets had
fallen in a disordered heap, lay Chilcote. He was fully dressed in a
shabby tweed suit of Loder's; his collar was open, his lip and chin
unshaven; one hand was limply grasping the pillow, while the other hung
out over the side of the bed. His face, pale, almost earthy in hue,
might have been a mask, save for the slight convulsive spasms that
crossed it from time to time, and corresponded with the faint, shivering
starts that passed at intervals over his whole body. To complete his
repellent appearance, a lock of hair had fallen loose and lay black and
damp across his forehead.
Loder stood for a space shocked and spellbound by the sight. Even in
the ghastly disarray, the likeness--the extraordinary, sinister likeness
that had become the pivot upon which he himself revolved--struck him
like a blow. The man who lay there was himself-bound to him by some
subtle, inexplicable tie of similarity. As the idea touched him he
turned aside and stepped quickly to the dressing-table; there, with
unnecessary energy, he flung back the curtains and threw the window
wide; then again he turned towards the bed. He had one dominant
impulse--to waken Chilcote, to be free of the repulsive, inert presence
that chilled him with so personal a horror. Leaning over the bed, he
caught the shoulder nearest to him and shook it. It was not the moment
for niceties, and his gesture was rough.
At his first touch Chilcote made no response--his brain, dulled by
indulgence in his vice, had become a laggard in conveying sensations;
but at last, as the pressure on his shoulder increased, his nervous
system seemed suddenly to jar into consciousness. A long shudder shook
him; he half lifted himself and then dropped back upon the pillow.
“Oh!” he exclaimed, in a trembling breath. “Oh!” The sound seemed drawn
from him by compulsion.
Its uncanny tone chilled Loder anew. “Wake up, man!” he said, suddenly.
“Wake up! It's I--Loder.”
Again the other shuddered; then he turned quickly and nervously.
“Loder?” he said, doubtfully. “Loder?” Then his face changed. “Good
God!” he exclaimed, “what a relief!”
The words were so intense, so spontaneous and unexpected, that Loder
took a step back.
Chilcote laughed discordantly, and lifted a shaky hand to protect his
eyes from the light.
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