But Chilcote was impervious to sternness. He was mentally shaken and
distressed, though outwardly irreproachable, even to the violets in the
lapel of his coat--the violets that for a week past had been brought
each morning to the door of Loder's rooms by Eve's maid. For one second,
as Loder's eyes' rested on the flowers, a sting of ungovernable jealousy
shot through him; then as suddenly it died away, superseded by another
feeling--a feeling of new, spontaneous joy. Worn by Chilcote or by
himself, the flowers were a symbol!
“Well?” he said again, in a gentler voice.
Chilcote had walked to the table and laid down his hat. His face was
white and the muscles of his lips twitched nervously as he drew off his
gloves.
“Thank Heaven, you're here!” he said, shortly. “Give me something to
drink.”
In silence Loder brought out the whiskey and set it on the table; then
instinctively he turned aside. As plainly as though he saw the action,
he mentally figured Chilcote's furtive glance, the furtive movement of
his fingers to his waistcoat-pocket, the hasty dropping of the tabloids
into the glass. For an instant the sense of his tacit connivance came to
him sharply; the next, he flung it from him. The human, inner voice was
whispering its old watchword. The strong man has no time to waste over
his weaker brother!
When he heard Chilcote lay down his tumbler he looked back again. “Well,
what is it?” he said. “What have you come for?” He strove resolutely to
keep his voice severe, but, try as he might, he could not quite subdue
the eager force that lay behind his words. Once again, as on the night
of their second interchange, life had become a phoenix, rising to fresh
existence even while he sifted its ashes. “Well?” he said, once again.
Chilcote had set down his glass. He was nervously passing his
handkerchief across his lips. There was something in the gesture that
attracted Loder. Looking at him more attentively, he saw what his own
feelings and the other's conventional dress had blinded him to--the
almost piteous panic and excitement in his visitor's eyes.
“Something's gone wrong!” he said, with abrupt intuition.
Chilcote started. “Yes--no--that is, yes,” he stammered.
Loder moved round the table. “Something's gone wrong,” he repeated. “And
you've come to tell me.”
The tone unnerved Chilcote; he suddenly dropped into a chair. “It--it
wasn't my fault,” he began. “I--I have had a horrible time!”
Loder's lips tightened. “Yes,” he said, “yes--I understand.”
The other glanced up with a gleam of his old suspicion “'Twas all my
nerves, Loder--”
“Of course. Yes, of course.” Loder's interruption was curt.
Chilcote eyed him doubtfully. Then recollection took the place of doubt,
and a change passed over his expression. “It wasn't my fault,” he began,
hastily. “On my soul, it wasn't! It was Crapham's beastly fault for
showing her into the morning-room--”
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