It looked precisely as it always looked, but to Loder the rich, subdued
coloring of books and flowers--the whole air of culture and repose that
the place conveyed--seemed to hold a deeper meaning than before; and it
was on the instant that his eyes, crossing the inanimate objects, rested
on their owner that the true force of his position, the enormity of the
task before him, made itself plain. Realization came to him with vivid,
overwhelming force; and it must be accounted to his credit, in the
summing of his qualities, that then, in that moment of trial, the
thought of retreat, the thought of yielding did not present itself.
Eve was standing by the mantel-piece. She wore a beautiful gown, a long
string of diamonds was twisted about her neck, and her soft, black hair
was coiled high after a foreign fashion, and held in place by a large
diamond comb. As he entered she turned hastily, almost nervously, and
looked at him with the rapid, searching glance he had learned to expect
from her; then, almost directly, her expression changed to one of quick
concern. With a faint exclamation of alarm she stepped forward.
“What has happened?” she said. “You look like a ghost.”
Loder made no answer. Moving into the room, he paused by the oak table
that stood between the fireplace and the door.
They made an unconscious tableau as they stood there--he with his hard,
set face, she with her heightened color, her inexplicably bright eyes.
They stood completely silent for a space--a space that for Loder held
no suggestion of time; then, finding the tension unbearable, Eve spoke
again.
“Has anything happened?” she asked. “Is any thing wrong?”
Had he been less engrossed the intensity of her concern might have
struck him; but in a mind so harassed as his there was only room for one
consideration--the consideration of himself. The sense of her question
reached him, but its significance left him untouched.
“Is anything wrong?” she reiterated for the second time.
By an effort he raised his eyes. No man, he thought, since the beginning
of the world was ever set a task so cruel as his. Painfully and slowly
his lips parted.
“Everything in the world is wrong,” he said, in a slow, hard voice.
Eve said nothing but her color suddenly deepened.
Again Loder was unobservant. But with the dogged resolution that marked
him he forced himself to his task.
“You despise lies,” he said, at last. “Tell me what you would think of
a man whose whole life was one elaborated lie?” The words were slightly
exaggerated, but their utterance, their painfully brusque sincerity,
precluded all suggestion of effect. Resolutely holding her gaze he
repeated his question.
“Tell me! Answer me! I want to know.”
Eve's attitude was difficult to read. She stood twisting the string of
diamonds between her fingers.
“Tell me?” he said again.
She continued to look at him for a moment; then, as if some fresh
impulse moved her, she turned away from him towards the fire.
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