He stopped abruptly as he had begun, and again a painful silence filled
the room. Then, as before, Eve moved instinctively towards him, but this
time her steps were slow and uncertain. Nearing his side, she put out
her hand as if for comfort and support; and, feeling his fingers tighten
round it, stood for a moment resting in the contact.
“I understand,” she said at last, very slowly. “I understand. When will
you take me to him?”
For a moment Loder said nothing, not daring to trust his voice; then
he answered, low and abruptly. “Now!” he said. “Now, at once! Now, this
moment, if I may. And--and remember that I know what it costs you.”
As if imbued with fear that his courage might fail him, he suddenly
released her hand, and, crossing the room to where a long, dark cloak
lay as she had thrown it on her return home, he picked it up, walked
to her side, and silently wrapped it about her. Then, still acting
automatically, he moved to the door, opened it, and stood aside while
she passed out into the corridor.
In complete silence they descended the stairs and passed to the hall
door. There Crapham, who had returned to his duties since Loder's
entrance, came quickly forward with an offer of service.
But Loder dismissed him curtly; and with something of the confusion bred
of Chilcote's regime, the man drew back towards the staircase.
With a hasty movement Loder stepped forward, and, opening the door,
admitted a breath of chill air. Then on the threshold he paused. It was
his first sign of hesitation--the one instant in which nature rebelled
against the conscience so tardily awakened. He stood motionless for
a moment, and it is doubtful whether even Eve fully fathomed the
bitterness of his renunciation--the blackness of the night that
stretched before his eyes.
Behind him was everything; before him, nothing. The everything
symbolized by the luxurious house, the eagerly attentive servants, the
pleasant atmosphere of responsibility; the nothing represented by the
broad public thoroughfare, the passing figures, each unconscious of
and uninterested in his existence. As an interloper he had entered this
house; as an interloper--a masquerader--he had played his part, lived
his hour, proved himself; as an interloper he was now passing back into
the dim world of unrealized hopes and unachieved ambitions.
He stood rigidly quiet, his strong figure silhouetted against the
lighted hall, his face cold and set; then, with a touch of fatality,
Chance cut short his struggle.
An empty hansom wheeled round the corner of the square; the cabman,
seeing him, raised his whip in query, and involuntarily he nodded an
acquiescence. A moment later he had helped Eve into the cab.
“Middle Temple Lane!” he directed, pausing on the step.
“Middle Temple Lane is opposite to Clifford's Inn,” he explained as he
took his place beside her. “When we get out there we have only to cross
Fleet Street.”
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