Eve bent her head in token that she understood, and the cab moved out
into the roadway.
Within a few minutes the neighborhood of Grosvenor Square was exchanged
for the noisier and more crowded one of Piccadilly, but either the
cabman was overcautious or the horse was below the average, for they
made but slow progress through the more crowded streets. To the two
sitting in silence the pace was wellnigh unbearable. With every added
movement the tension grew. The methodical care with which they
moved seemed like the tightening of a string already strained to
breaking-point, yet neither spoke--because neither had the courage
necessary for words.
Once or twice as they traversed the Strand, Loder made a movement as
if to break the silence, but nothing followed it. He continued to lean
forward with a certain dogged stiffness, his clasped hands resting on
the doors of the cab, his eyes staring straight ahead. Not once, as they
threaded their way, did he dare to glance at Eve, though every movement,
every stir of her garments, was forced upon his consciousness by his
acutely awakened senses.
When at last they drew up before the dark archway of Middle Temple Lane,
he descended hastily. And as he mechanically turned to protect Eve's
dress from the wheel, he looked at her fully for the first time since
their enterprise had been undertaken. As he looked he felt his heart
sink. He had expected to see the marks of suffering on her face, but the
expression he saw suggested something more than mere mental pain.
All the rich color that usually deepened and softened the charm of her
beauty had been erased as if by a long illness; and against the new
pallor of her skin her blue eyes, her black hair and eyebrows, seemed
startlingly dark. A chill colder than remorse, a chill that bordered
upon actual fear, touched Loder in that moment. With the first impulsive
gesture he had allowed himself, he touched her arm.
“Eve--” he began, unsteadily; then the word died off his lips.
Without a sound, almost without a movement, she returned his glance,
and something in her eyes checked what he might have said. In that
one expressive look he understood all she had desired, all she had
renounced--the full extent of the ordeal she had consented to, and the
motive that had compelled her consent. He drew back with the heavy sense
that repentance and pity were equally futile--equally out of place.
Still in silence she stepped to the pavement and stood aside while
Loder dismissed the cab. To both there was something symbolic, something
prophetic, in the dismissal. Without intention and almost unconsciously
they drew closer together as the horse turned, its hoofs clattering on
the roadway, its harness jingling; and, still without realization,
they looked after the vehicle as it moved away down the long, shadowed
thoroughfare towards the lights and the crowds that they had left. At
last involuntarily they turned towards each other.
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