“Come!” Loder said, abruptly. “It's only across the road.”
Fleet Street is generally very quiet, once midnight is passed; and Eve
had no need of guidance or protection as they crossed the pavement,
shining like ice in the lamplight. They crossed it slowly, walking
apart; for the dread of physical contact that had possessed them in the
cab seemed to have fallen on them again.
Inquisitiveness has little place in the region of the city, and they
gained the opposite footpath unnoticed by the casual passer-by. Then,
still holding apart, they reached and entered Clifford's Inn.
Inside the entrance they paused, and Eve shivered involuntarily. “How
gray it is!” she said, faintly. “And how cold! Like a graveyard.”
Loder turned to her. Far one moment control seemed shaken; his blood
surged, his vision clouded; the sense that life and love were still
within his reach filled him overwhelmingly. He turned towards Eve; he
half extended his hands. Then, stirred by what impulse, moved by what
instinct, it was impossible to say, he let them drop to his sides again.
“Come!” he said. “Come! This is the way. Keep close to me. Put your hand
on my arm.”
He spoke quietly, but his eyes were resolutely averted from her face as
they crossed the dim, silent court.
Entering the gloomy door-way that led to his own rooms, he felt her
fingers tremble on his arm, then tighten in their pressure as the bare
passage and cheerless stairs met her view; but he set his lips.
“Come!” he repeated, in the same strained voice. “Come! It isn't
far--three or four flights.”
With a white face and a curious expression in her eyes, Eve moved
forward. She had released Loder's arm as they crossed the hall; and
now, reaching the stairs, she put out her hand gropingly and caught the
banister. She had a pained, numb sense of submission--of suffering that
had sunk to apathy. Moving forward without resistance, she began to
mount the stairs.
The ascent was made in silence. Loder went first, his shoulders braced,
his head held erect; Eve, mechanically watchful of all his movements,
followed a step or two behind. With weary monotony one flight of
stairs succeeded another; each, to her unaccustomed eyes, seeming more
colorless, more solitary, more desolate than the preceding one.
Then at last, with a sinking sense of apprehension, she realized that
their goal was reached.
The knowledge broke sharply through her dulled senses; and, confronted
by the closeness of her ordeal, she paused, her head lifted, her hand
still nervously grasping the banister. Her lips parted as if in sudden
demand for aid; but in the nervous expectation, the pained apprehension,
of the moment no sound escaped them. Loder, resolutely crossing the
landing, knew nothing of the silent appeal.
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