In the first moment she obeyed him instinctively; then, reaching the
head of the stairs, she stopped. With one hand still clasping his,
the other clinging nervously to the banister, she refused to descend.
“John,” she whispered, “I'm not a child. What is it? What has happened?
I must know.”
For a moment Loder looked at her uncertainly; then, reading the
expression in her eyes, he yielded to her demand.
“He's dead,” he said, in a very low voice. “Chilcote is dead.”
XXXIV
To fully appreciate a great announcement we must have time at our
disposal. At the moment of Loder's disclosure time was denied to
Eve; for scarcely had the words left his lips before the thought that
dominated him asserted its prior claim. Blind to the incredulity in her
eyes, he drew her swiftly forward, and--half impelling, half supporting
her--forced her to descend the stairs.
Never in after-life could he obliterate the remembrance of that descent.
Fear, such as he could never experience in his own concerns, possessed
him. One desire overrode all others--the desire that Eve's reputation,
which he himself had so nearly imperilled, should remain unimperilled.
In the shadow of that urgent duty, the despair of the past hours, the
appalling fact so lately realized, the future with its possible trials,
became dark to his imagination. In his new victory over self, the
question of her protection predominated.
Moving under this compulsion, he guided her hastily and silently down
the deserted stairs, drawing a breath of deep relief as, one after
another, the landings were successively passed; and still actuated by
the suppressed need of haste, he passed through the door-way that they
had entered under such different conditions only a few minutes before.
To leave the quiet court, to gain the Strand, to hail a belated hansom
was the work of a moment. By an odd contrivance of circumstance, the
luck that had attended every phase of his dual life was again exerted in
his behalf. No one had noticed their entry into Clifford's Inn; no one
was moved to curiosity by their exit. With an involuntary thrill of
feeling he gave expression to his relief.
“Thank God, it's over!” he said, as a cab drew up. “You don't know what
the strain has been.”
Moving as if in a dream, Eve stepped into the cab. As yet the terrible
denouement to their enterprise had made no clear impression upon
her mind. For the moment all that she was conscious of, all that she
instinctively acknowledged, was the fact that Loder was still beside
her.
In quiet obedience she took her place, drawing aside her skirts to
make room for him; and in the same subdued manner, he stepped into the
vehicle. Then, with the strange sensation of reliving their earlier
drive, they were aware of the tightened rein and of the horse's first
forward movement.
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