Chilcote's face lighted. “You came a cropper?” he asked.
“No. It was some one else who came the cropper--I only dealt in
results.”
“Big results?”
“A drop from a probable eighty thousand pounds to a certain eight
hundred.”
Chilcote glanced up. “How did you take it?” he asked.
“I? Oh, I was twenty-five then. I had a good many hopes and a lot of
pride; but there is no place for either in a working world.”
“But your people?”
“My last relation died with the fortune.”
“Your friends?”
Loder laid down his pipe. “I told you I was twenty-five,” he said, with
the tinge of humor that sometimes crossed his manner. “Doesn't that
explain things? I had never taken favors in prosperity; a change
of fortune was not likely to alter my ways. As I have said, I was
twenty-five.” He smiled. “When I realized my position I sold all my
belongings with the exception of a table and a few books--which I
stored. I put on a walking-suit and let my beard grow; then, with my
entire capital in my pocket, I left England without saying good-bye to
any one.”
“For how long?”
“Oh, for six years. I wandered half over Europe and through a good part
of Asia in the time.”
“And then?”
“Then? Oh, I shaved off the beard and came back to London!” He looked at
Chilcote, partly contemptuous, partly amused at his curiosity.
But Chilcote sat staring in silence. The domination of the other's
personality and the futility of his achievements baffled him.
Loder saw his bewilderment. “You wonder what the devil I came into the
world for,” he said. “I sometimes wonder the same myself.”
At his words a change passed over Chilcote. He half rose, then dropped
back into his seat.
“You have no friends?” he said. “Your life is worth nothing to you?”
Loder raised his head. “I thought I had conveyed that impression.”
“You are an absolutely free man.”
“No man is free who works for his bread. If things had been different
I might have been in such shoes as yours, sauntering in legislative
byways; my hopes turned that way once. But hopes, like more substantial
things, belong to the past--” He stopped abruptly and looked at his
companion.
The change in Chilcote had become more acute; he sat fingering his
cigarette, his brows drawn down, his lips set nervously in a conflict of
emotions. For a space he stayed very still, avoiding Loder's eyes; then,
as if decision had suddenly come to him, he turned and met his gaze.
“How if there was a future,” he said, “as well as a past?”
V
For the space of a minute there was silence in the room, then outside
in the still night three clocks simultaneously chimed eleven, and their
announcement was taken up and echoed by half a dozen others, loud and
faint, hoarse and resonant; for all through the hours of darkness the
neighborhood of Fleet Street is alive with chimes.
Chilcote, startled by the jangle, rose from his seat; then, as if driven
by an uncontrollable impulse, he spoke again.
“You probably think I am mad--” he began.
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