“I have thought of that. My servant and my secretary can both be
changed. I will do the thing thoroughly.”
Loder glanced at him in surprise. The madness had more method than he
had believed. Then, as he still looked, a fresh idea struck him, and he
laughed.
“You have entirely forgotten one thing,” he said. “You can hardly
dismiss your wife.”
“My wife doesn't count.”
Again Loder laughed. “I'm afraid I scarcely agree. The complications
would be slightly--slightly--” He paused.
Chilcote's latent irritability broke out suddenly. “Look here,” he said,
“this isn't a chaffing matter, It may be moonshine to you, but it's
reality to me.”
Again Loder took his face between his hands.
“Don't ridicule the idea. I'm in dead earnest.”
Loder said nothing.
“Think--think it over before you refuse.”
For a moment Loder remained motionless; then h rose suddenly, pushing
back his chair.
“Tush, man! You don't know what you say. The fact of your being married
bars it. Can't you see that?”
Again Chilcote caught his arm.
“You misunderstand,” he said. “You mistake the position. I tell you my
wife and I are nothing to each other. She goes her way; I go mine. We
have our own friends, our own rooms. Marriage, actual marriage, doesn't
enter the question. We meet occasionally at meals, and at other people's
houses; sometimes we go out together for the sake of appearances; beyond
that, nothing. If you take up my life, nobody in it will trouble you
less than Eve--I can promise that.” He laughed unsteadily.
Loder's face remained unmoved.
“Even granting that,” he said, “the thing is still impossible.”
“Why?”
“There is the House. The position there would be untenable. A man
is known there as he is known in his own club.” He drew away from
Chilcote's touch.
“Very possibly. Very possibly.” Chilcote laughed quickly and excitedly.
“But what club is without its eccentric member? I am glad you spoke of
that. I am glad you raised that point. It was a long time ago that I hit
upon a reputation for moods as a shield for--for other things, and, the
more useful it has become, the more I have let it grow. I tell you you
might go down to the House to-morrow and spend the whole day without
speaking to, even nodding to, a single man, and as long as you were I to
outward appearances no one would raise an eyebrow. In the same way you
might vote in my place ask a question, make a speech if you wanted to--”
At the word speech Loder turned involuntarily For a fleeting second the
coldness of his manner dropped and his face changed.
Chilcote, with his nervous quickness of perception, saw the alteration,
and a new look crossed his own face.
“Why not?” he said, quickly. “You once had ambitions in that direction.
Why not renew the ambitions?”
“And drop back from the mountains into the gutter?” Loder smiled and
slowly shook his head.
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