“Don't mind me,” he said. “I'm rather--rather unstrung to-night, and
this thing gave me a jar. To be candid, my imagination took head in the
fog, and I got to fancy I was talking to myself--”
“And pulled up to find the fancy in some way real?”
“Yes. Something like that.”
Both were silent for a moment. Chilcote pulled hard at his cigarette,
then, remembering his obligations, he turned quickly to the other.
“Won't you smoke?” he asked.
The stranger accepted a cigarette from the case held out to him; and
as he did so the extraordinary likeness to himself struck Chilcote with
added force. Involuntarily he put out his hand and touched the other's
arm.
“It's my nerves!” he said, in explanation. “They make me want to feel
that you are substantial. Nerves play such beastly tricks!” He laughed
awkwardly.
The other glanced up. His expression on the moment was slightly
surprised, slightly contemptuous, but he changed it instantly to
conventional interest. “I am afraid I am not an authority on nerves,” he
said.
But Chilcote was preoccupied. His thoughts had turned into another
channel.
“How old are you?” he asked, suddenly.
The other did not answer immediately. “My age?” he said at last, slowly.
“Oh, I believe I shall be thirty-six to-morrow--to be quite accurate.”
Chilcote lifted his head quickly.
“Why do you use that tone?” he asked. “I am six months older than you,
and I only wish it was six years. Six years nearer oblivion--”
Again a slight incredulous contempt crossed the other's eyes.
“Oblivion?” he said. “Where are your ambitions?”
“They don't exist.”
“Don't exist? Yet you voice your country? I concluded that much in the
fog.”
Chilcote laughed sarcastically.
“When one has voiced one's country for six years one gets hoarse--it's a
natural consequence.”
The other smiled. “Ah, discontent!” he said. “The modern canker. But
we must both be getting under way. Good-night! Shall we shake hands--to
prove that we are genuinely material?”
Chilcote had been standing unusually still, following the stranger's
words--caught by his self-reliance and impressed by his personality.
Now, as he ceased to speak, he moved quickly forward, impelled by a
nervous curiosity.
“Why should we just hail each other and pass--like the proverbial
ships?” he said, impulsively. “If Nature was careless enough to let the
reproduction meet the original, she must abide the consequences.”
The other laughed, but his laugh was short. “Oh, I don't know. Our roads
lie differently. You would get nothing out of me, and I--” He stopped
and again laughed shortly. “No,” he said; “I'd be content to pass, if
I were you. The unsuccessful man is seldom a profitable study. Shall we
say good-night?”
He took Chilcote's hand for an instant; then, crossing the footpath, he
passed into the road-way towards the Strand.
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