The man looked up. “She has just finished dinner, sir. She dined alone
in her own room.” He glanced at Loder in the quick, uncertain way that
was noticeable in all the servants of the household when they addressed
their master. Loder saw the look and wondered what depth of curiosity it
betrayed, how much of insight into the domestic life that he must always
be content to skim. For an instant the old resentment against Chilcote
tinged his exaltation, but he swept it angrily aside. Without further
remark he began to mount the stairs.
Gaining the landing, he did not turn as usual to the door that shut
off Chilcote's rooms, but moved onward down the corridor towards Eve's
private sitting-room. He moved slowly till the door was reached; then
he, paused and lifted his hand. There was a moment's wait while his
fingers rested on the handle; then a sensation he could not explain--a
reticence, a reluctance to intrude upon this one precinct--caused his,
fingers to relax. With a slightly embarrassed gesture he drew back
slowly and retraced his steps.
Once in Chilcote's bedroom, he walked to the nearest bell and pressed
it. Renwick responded, and at sight of him Loder's feelings warmed with
the same sense of fitness and familiarity that the great bed and sombre
furniture of the room had inspired.
But the man did not come forward as he had expected. He remained close
to the door with a hesitation that was unusual in a trained servant. It
struck Loder that possibly his stolidity had exasperated Chilcote, and
that possibly Chilcote had been at no pains to conceal the exasperation.
The idea caused him to smile involuntarily.
“Come into the room, Renwick,” he said. “It's uncomfortable to see you
standing there. I want to know if Mrs. Chilcote has sent me any message
about to-night.”
Renwick studied him furtively as he came forward. “Yes, sir,” he
said. “Mrs. Chilcote's maid said that the carriage was ordered for
ten-fifteen, and she hoped that would suit you.” He spoke reluctantly,
as if expecting a rebuke.
At the opening sentence Loder had turned aside, but now, as the man
finished, he wheeled round again and looked at him closely with his
keen, observant eyes.
“Look here,” he said. “I can't have you speak to me like that. I may
come down on you rather sharply when my--my nerves are bad; but when I'm
myself I treat you--well, I treat you decently, at any rate. You'll
have to learn to discriminate. Look at me now!” A thrill of risk and of
rulership passed through him as he spoke. “Look at me now! Do I look as
I looked this morning--or yesterday?”
The man eyed him half stupidly, half timidly.
“Well?” Loder insisted.
“Well, sir,” Renwick responded, with some slowness; “you look the
same--and you look different. A healthier color, perhaps, sir--and
the eye clearer.” He grew more confident under Loder's half-humorous,
half-insistent gaze. “Now that I look closer, sir--”
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