Aristocracy (Social class) -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
“Oh, yes, you would. It is humiliation at every turn. It is to be
checked in every generous impulse, to spend half your time in efforts
to make a five-pound note do the work of ten sovereigns; it is to wear
your George and Garter over a ragged shirt, and knock your diamond
tiara against the roof of a hackney cab. I know what I am talking
about, my dear, as most unhappy English land-owners do in this year of
grace. I know that there is no misery so accursed as the combination
of high place and narrow means. I came out here to relieve the strain
a little. It was worse for the women than for me. You, my dear, are a
high-mettled pony which kicks at carrying the money-bags. But my poor
girls are high-mettled ponies which sweat under the halter and the
cobble. That’s a good deal worse. You’ll have to buy a fine name with
your big dower. But they will have to take what offers first, for they
must go to their husbands portionless, or nearly so. And we were Thanes
in Alfred’s time, my dear, and we fought for Harold tooth and nail, and
we were at Runnymede, and at Bosworth, and at Tewkesbury, and all the
rest of it, and our name is as old as the very hills round the Wrekin;
and that, you see, is what an ancient lineage is worth in these days.
Your father has the better part.”
Katherine shook her head.
“And honor?” she said in a low tone.
Lord Framlingham laughed grimly.
“When one is in debt to one’s banker and one’s tradesmen, and has to
let one’s place to a sugar-baker, the less said about honor the better.
I wish I were a monkey--don’t you wish you were one? They get such fun
out of each other’s tails, and it must be such a jolly life swinging on
branches and living on fruits. And if you like ancient lineage look at
theirs!”
She smiled, but her heart was heavy. She knew that she could not alter
her fate, and she loathed it.
“Do not misunderstand me,” she said, with a passing flush coming on her
face. “Do not think me more stoical or philosophical than I am. It is
probably pride not humility which makes me suffer so much from my sense
of my parents’ present position. If I had been born in your class, in
your world, I should probably have been odiously arrogant.”
“I do not think you could be ‘odiously’ anything, my dear,” said Lord
Framlingham with a smile.
“Oh, yes, I can; I know it, I feel it, I regret it, and yet I cannot
help it. When I am in their world, to which we have no right, to which
we shall be only welcomed for reasons as discreditable to ourselves
as to those who welcome us, I know that I offend everyone, and that
I afflict, surprise and disappoint, my parents; but I cannot be
otherwise; it is all I can do to keep in unspoken the bitter truths
which rise to my lips.”
“The _amari aliquid_ was never enclosed in a fairer crystal sphere,”
said her host gallantly.
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