The Master of Aberfeldie, Volume 3 (of 3)Grant, James
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The Master of Aberfeldie, Volume 3 (of 3)
Grant, James
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Like the hero of a recent novel, 'he could not forget that his wife
had loved another man better than she ever loved or even pretended to
love him. It was her _candour_ he felt most keenly. Had she been
willing to play the hypocrite, to pretend a little, he would have
been much better pleased.'
She loved Evan still; but it was with a love purified of every
sensuous thought, of every earthly hope.
To Sir Paget the story of how Allan's life had been saved at
Tel-el-Kebir by Cameron was a source of profound irritation,
annoyance, and mortification, as he knew but too well how the event
must enhance the latter in the estimation of Eveline, in whose heart
gratitude and admiration for high courage would now be added to love.
He would rather have heard that the two friends had been shot down
together.
With all her secret love for Evan, she was too wise and modest to
desire ever to be face to face with him again. She felt that they
had parted in the belvidere at Maviswood never to meet again; that
henceforward he was as if dead to her; but it was a delicious
privilege to hear of him and of his bravery, and that her dear
brother owed his life to Evan's courage and Evan's sword.
She felt that a change had come over the tenor of Sir Paget's ways of
late, more especially since the episode of Tel-el-Kebir.
Not a day--scarcely an hour--passed over her head in which she was
not made to feel keenly the utter want of sympathy that existed
between herself and the man to whom she had been married by her
parents--sold by them--as in the bitterness of her heart she thought
it.
He said sharp things to her, and made bitter asides when Egypt or the
war there was casually mentioned, as, of course, it constantly was;
he shot many a poisoned arrow; but Eveline never blushed, though she
felt a calm, cold scorn at the cruelty and injustice of such conduct.
So here were a couple bound together by the strongest of all the
legal ties, yet utterly unsuited to each other by age, thought, and
habits; yet most punctilious was poor Eveline in the performance of
every wifely duty she owed her captious old man; but a sickly dread
of coming sorrow pervaded the girl's mind every morning she quitted
her pillow, and it came sharply and surely at last.
To dare to look at a newspaper was sufficient to worry him.
'So, so,' he would say; 'thus it is--is it? Egypt and the Black
Watch. D--n the Black Watch, I say! Where is the affection that you
as a good woman----'
'I am only a girl,' she urged, piteously.
'As a good woman, say I, should feel for her husband after marriage,
even if she felt none of it for him before that little ceremony--for
little and trivial doubtless it may appear to you, madam--and your
regard for me should be all the deeper and more lasting that no vain
protestations preceded it.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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