The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2) — John Shaqi
The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
'I have just come from the lodge,' he said. 'The Master has passed a
better night. He has had several hours' sleep.'
Lucy looked at him with a question in her eyes that had nothing to do
with the Master.
'Why didn't Mr. Edgell come?' she said almost sharply. 'Why did he send
you?'
Eric couldn't look into her eyes and tell her a fib. They were such
clear, straightforward eyes, they seemed to look quite through him.
'Edgell is working for his Tripos,' he said evasively. 'He has only a
few days longer before him.'
'He isn't working at this time in the morning?' said Lucy, looking
straight at him.
He couldn't meet her eyes. He looked up admiringly at the red-brick
front of Newnham as if he had never seen it before.
'No,' he said; 'he is not working now--he is----'
'I know what he is, without your trying to shield him,' Lucy
interrupted with fine scorn. 'He is lying most likely drunk and
incapable on the floor, or he is raving on his bed, and seeing hideous
things. Oh, Mr. Gwatkin, what is the good of your friendship if you
cannot keep him from this?'
Eric hung his head.
'He is beyond my keeping,' he said sadly. 'He is beyond the reach of my
poor prayers. God knows I pray for him night and day!'
Lucy didn't say that she had been praying for him that very morning,
that she had only just got off her knees, and come out in the rain to
meet him.
'Will nothing save him?' she said, wringing her hands.
'Yes,' Eric said slowly, looking at her with troubled eyes; 'there is
one thing that would save him.'
She looked up at him, and their eyes met, and her heart gave a great
bound, and something seemed to surge up in her ears, and swim before
her eyes, and choke in her throat. She wasn't quite sure for a minute
if anything had happened to her; and when her heart beat again, and
the wave went back, and the trees and the college ceased to go round,
Eric was looking down at her with his troubled eyes, and his weak lips
quivering as he spoke.
'The one thing that would save him would entail sacrifice--the
sacrifice of a life--and only a noble woman could make it----'
'You mean,' she said, speaking hoarsely--that lump in her throat hadn't
gone yet--'you mean that a woman could save him?'
'Yes,' he said, almost with a groan; 'but it would be at her own cost.'
'Not if she loved him?'
'Yes; all the more if she loved him.'
Lucy turned away, and the wind got under her umbrella and turned it
inside out, and made a diversion.
'There is no other way?' she said, when Eric had brought it back into
something like shape, and returned it to her.
'No,' he said, 'there is no other way.'
Lucy put down her umbrella--she would battle no more with the
storm--and the rain came down in a sheet and wetted her through and
through as she walked slowly back to the college.
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