The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2) — John Shaqi
The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
She was thinking about it all the time she was at Hall. She had no
appetite for her dinner. She couldn't get the picture of the lovers
parting at the gate out of her eyes. She sat staring across the soup,
and the entrée, and the gooseberry-tart, at the white wall opposite.
Perhaps it was all photographed there: the manly figure with the great
square shoulders; they were stooping now, and the head was bent--it was
almost touching Lucy's hair--and his eyes were looking into hers, and
his lips were smiling----Pah! what is the use of describing the lips of
another girl's lover?
Miss Stubbs broke off abruptly, and began to press the gooseberry-tart
upon her neighbour. She had quite forgotten until now that it was her
duty to look after Pamela. All the girls who go in for a Tripos are
under special surveillance during the time of their examination, and
a keeper is deputed to watch over them and see that they take their
food properly and go to bed at ten o'clock. It was Maria Stubbs' duty
to look after Pamela. The soup had gone by and the meat, and she had
never once thought about her charge. Perhaps she hadn't eaten a morsel.
She was looking white and hollow-eyed, and had that starved appearance
peculiar to scholars whose brains absorb all the material intended
for the body. She did not look as if she had eaten a good dinner, as
if she had gone conscientiously through the _menu_. In point of fact,
Pamela had only trifled with her plate, and finding that her keeper
was not watching, had not eaten a morsel, and now there was only the
gooseberry-pie left.
Maria Stubbs pressed the pie upon her with tears in her eyes. She
entreated her, if she valued her place in the Tripos, if the honour of
Newnham was dear to her, to partake of that pie; but Pamela was not to
be persuaded.
Conscience-stricken, Maria got up from the table and retired to her
room. Half an hour later she emerged from it with a tray, and hurried
down the corridor to Pamela's door. She didn't find her working as
she expected--it was the very last night for work; to-morrow the
examination would be over. She found her sitting at the window looking
out at the sunset.
Pamela was not generally fond of sunsets, and she never sat at the
window like other girls. She had no time to spare for sunsets, and she
preferred the Windsor chair at her writing-table to any other chair in
the room. It was empty now, and her books were closed, and her papers
were all put tidily away. She had quite done with them, and she was
looking out of the window.
Maria put down the cup of cocoa and the cake she had brought on a
little table by Pamela's side, and watched her while she took it. She
took it obediently. It was less trouble to take it than refuse it, but
she didn't put any heart in it.
'It will all be over soon, dear,' Maria said by way of encouragement.
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