The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
'Heard what?' she said wearily. 'I have only just come back from the
lodge. I have heard nothing.'
She was not very anxious to hear Maria's news. She thought it was one
of the old things that was always happening: someone had passed an
exam., or someone had been plucked, or someone had broken down. She was
so used to these things that she did not care a straw which it was, and
she began drawing off her gloves, and threw her hat down on a chair.
When she had done this she became aware that Maria was looking at her
with a strange pity in her eyes.
'And you have not heard?' she said with a little hard break in her
voice.
'I have heard nothing,' Lucy said impatiently.
'Oh, you poor dear! How can I tell you?'
Lucy looked at her startled and amazed, with a sudden terror in her
eyes.
'It is about--about----'
Her lips grew suddenly white, and refused to pronounce the name of the
man who for so short a time had been her lover.
'Yes,' Maria said softly, 'it is about Wyatt Edgell.'
'He--he--oh, don't say he is dead!'
Lucy fell on her knees beside the couch and clutched Maria's gown. She
was white as a sheet, and her lips were quivering.
Maria Stubbs threw her arms around her, she thought she would have
fallen, but Lucy pushed her aside.
'Oh, don't tell me he is dead!' she moaned. 'Don't tell me I have
killed him!'
'Hush!' Maria said almost fiercely, but her own eyes were full of
tears, and her voice faltered as she spoke. 'It isn't your fault that
he is dead. He would have died just the same whether you had given him
up or not.'
She spoke to unheeding ears, for Lucy had fallen with a little cry to
the floor.
She tried in vain to rouse her. Her face was perfectly colourless, and
her lips were white, and she lay like a log where she had fallen.
Maria undid her dress and loosened the things about her throat, and
threw some water over her face and hands, and then, finding she didn't
revive at all, she got frightened and ran to get assistance. Pamela
Gwatkin was the only girl who was in her room at that hour, and Maria
implored her to come at once.
Pamela was sitting with her hands clasped before her and an open letter
in her lap. She looked up when Maria came in with a bewildered look in
her eyes, which were heavy with weeping.
'You must not ask me,' she said harshly; 'I would not put my hand out
to save her. You must ask someone else. I can never, never forgive her!'
If Pamela could not find it in her heart to forgive the girl who had
ruined Wyatt Edgell's life, it was harder for Lucy to forgive herself.
As she lay tossing with fever in her little darkened room for weeks
after that miserable day, she reproached herself a thousand times for
having murdered her lover. The shock of Wyatt Edgell's death had told
on her already overwrought nervous system, and it had given way, and
she had been struck down with brain-fever.
It was not an unusual thing in a women's college.
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