The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
No one but Pamela Gwatkin and Maria knew the real cause; everyone else,
doctors and all, put it down to overwork--to the mathematics she was
getting up for the Little-go.
Nobody attached any meaning to her wandering, not even when in her
delirium she called herself a murderess; she didn't mince matters, she
shocked Cousin Mary by declaring that she was a murderess. She was for
ever raving about that dreadful scene, when she had found Eric Gwatkin
on his knees beside the couch, and in her dreams she was ever helping
him to sew up that awful wound. She couldn't get that gaping wound out
of her eyes.
Nurse Brannan came over from Addenbroke's to Newnham to nurse Lucy.
Perhaps she could have thrown some light on the girl's wanderings,
but she was silent. She nursed her back to life, and soothed her and
comforted her in the first wild abandonment of her grief and remorse,
as she had comforted the old Master. She had only one kind of medicine
for all the diseases of the mind. She had only one set of old-fashioned
remedies. She read Lucy in those first weak days of convalescence the
same, the self-same, words from the same old Book that she had come
upon her reading to the Master at the lodge. She had only one story to
tell to all her patients--an old, old story. It seemed quite new to
Lucy as she sat listening to it in those weak tired days; it seemed to
her that she had never heard it before.
When she was well enough to talk about anything, Lucy insisted upon
talking about the subject that was uppermost in her mind. Nurse Brannan
let her have her way; she could not have stopped her if she would.
'You have nothing to reproach yourself with, my dear,' she said to her
when she found there was nothing to be gained by silence; 'it would
have happened in any case. With that tendency and that awful heritage,
you could not have prevented it.'
Then Lucy learned, what she had only surmised before, that Wyatt Edgell
had died by his own hand.
'You must tell me how it happened,' she said, 'and who was with him;
you must not conceal anything.'
'There is very little to tell, dear. Eric Gwatkin was with him. He
could not have had a truer or more devoted friend.'
'No,' said Lucy with a sigh; 'he loved him more than I loved him; he
would have laid down his life for him.'
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