The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
'Yes, I think he would. They were away alone together in Scotland, on
some shootings that Mr. Edgell had taken, when it happened. He had
been moody and out of sorts for several days, and had stayed indoors
wrestling with his disease. Eric did not leave him day or night during
this dreadful time, and on the fourth day the temptation seemed to
have passed, and he went out on the moors. Eric was with him alone
when it happened; there was no keeper near. It was all over, and--and
he was quite dead when the keeper came up. There was only Eric to
witness that it was not an accident. Oh, he behaved splendidly! He did
everything. He brought the dear fellow back to his people; he covered
up all the dreadful part of the story; and no one--no one belonging to
him--will ever know that it was not an accident. It would have broken
his mother's heart; it would have killed his old father, who was so
proud of him; it would have been a crushing blow. Oh, Eric was quite
justified--it must have cost him a great deal to cover it up, but he
was quite justified; he behaved splendidly!'
When Lucy got well enough to see anyone, the first person she saw was
the Master of St. Benedict's. He had inquired for her every day during
her illness, and he had sent daily messages by Mary. He reproached
himself for letting her walk back on that last day he had seen her. He
ought to have known that she had broken down when she fainted in the
greenhouse.
He was not at all prepared for the change in her. She had not only
grown thin and white, but her eyes had changed; they were graver and
steadier, and something that used to be there, he didn't know what, had
gone out of them.
'The lodge is quite finished,' the Master said cheerfully, as he took
his seat by her side; 'your home is quite ready for you, my dear.'
Then Lucy had to say to him what she had sent for him to say. It was
rather difficult to say, and she said it in her little weak, faltering
voice.
'I have found out,' she said, 'while I have been lying here, that I
have made a mistake. It is not the first mistake I have made--and--and
thank God I have found it out in time!'
Her voice broke, and her lips quivered, and a faint flush of colour
came into her cheeks.
'We have all made mistakes, my darling,' the Master said, stroking
her little thin hand that lay on the coverlet. 'Don't let this little
mistake you have made, or fancy you have made, trouble you; you have
all your life to set it right. You have only to get well as fast as
you can; your new home is ready, quite ready, for you.'
Lucy shivered.
'That is it,' she said eagerly; 'I want you to help me to set it right.
I have ruined one man's life; I will not ruin another. I--I want you to
give me up.'
She did not tell him she was not worthy, she knew that would be of no
avail; she only asked him to give her up.
'You do not love me, Lucy?' he said reproachfully, when he found that
all other arguments failed to move her.
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