Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
"Why have I come? Hark at her!" said Morton piteously. "Oh, dear, I
wish I were a boy again, instead of an officer and a gentleman, and
could go down and catch dabs with Dick Miggles off the pier."
"Officer--gentleman? Morton, is it the act of a gentleman to side with
the wretched people who made sport of your sister's fame? To stand
aloof when she is almost alone and unfriended, and this dreadful
calamity has befallen us? Oh, Morton, are you my brother to act like
this? Is it your manliness of which you made a point?"
"Claire--sis--dear sis," he cried, throwing himself on his knees, and
clasping her waist as he burst into a boyish fit of passionate weeping.
"Don't be so cruel to me. I have fought so hard. I have struggled
against the pride, and shame, and misery of it all. You don't know what
a position mine has been, and I know now I ought to have taken your part
and my father's part against all the world. But I've been a coward--a
miserable, pitiful, weak coward, and it's a punishment to me. You, even
you, hate me for it, and--and I wish I were dead."
Claire's face softened as she looked down upon the lad in his misery and
abasement, and after a momentary struggle to free herself from him she
stood with her hands stretched out over the head that was buried in the
folds of her dress, and a tender yearning look took the place of the
hard angry glance that she had directed at him.
"I have fought, God knows how hard," he went on between his sobs, "but
I'm only a boy after all, sis, and I hadn't the strength and manliness
to stand up against the fellows at the mess. I've shut myself up
because I've been ashamed to be seen, and I've felt sometimes as if I
could run right away and go somewhere, so that I could be where I should
not be known."
Claire's hands trembled as they were very near his head now--as if they
longed to clasp the lad's neck and hold him to her breast.
"I've been coming to you a hundred times, but my cursed cowardice has
kept me back, and everything has been against me. There has been your
trouble."
Claire's hands shrank from him again.
"Then it was bad enough about father without this horrible charge."
Claire's face grew hard and cold, and in a moment she seemed ten years
older.
"Then there was poor Fred: Rockley's servant in my regiment. You don't
know what a position mine has been."
Claire made no movement now. Her heart seemed to be hardening against
the lad, and she shrank from him a little, but he clung to her tightly
with his face hidden, and went on in the same piteous, boyish wail.
"I've been half mad sometimes about you and your troubles--"
Claire's hands began to rise again and tremble over his head.
"Sometimes about myself, and I've felt as if I was the most unlucky
fellow in the world."
There was a pause here, broken by the lad's passionate sobs.
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