Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
"There: you hear me," he said. "I'm only a boy blubbering like this,
but I feel pain as a man. I tell you, Clairy, dear sis, it has driven
me nearly mad to know that this false charge was hanging over my father,
and that he was in prison. The fellows at the mess have seemed to
shrink from me, all but the Colonel, but whenever he has said a kind
word to me I've known it was because the old man was in prison, and it
has been like a knife going into me. I couldn't bear it. I hated
myself, and I fought, I tell you, to do what was right, but I couldn't.
It was as if the devil were dragging at me to draw me away, till this
came, and then I felt that I could be a man, and now," he cried, raising
himself, and shaking his hair back, as he threw up his head proudly,
"forgive me, sis, or no--Damn my commission! Damn the regiment! Damn
the whole world! I'm going down to the prison to stand by my poor old
father, come what may."
"My darling!"
Claire's arms were round his neck, and for the space of a few minutes
she sobbed hysterically, as she strained him to her breast.
"What, sis? You forgive me?" he cried, as her kisses were rained upon
his face.
"Forgive you, my own brave, true brother? Yes," she cried. "Of course
I know what you have suffered. I know it all. It was a bitter
struggle, dear, but you have conquered, and I never felt so proud of you
as I feel now."
"Sis!"
The tears that stole down from Claire's eyes seemed to give her the
relief her throbbing brain had yearned for all these painful days, and
her face lit up with a look of joy to which it had been a stranger for
months.
"You will go to him then, dear?" she whispered, with the bright aspect
fading out again, to give place to a cold, ashy look of dread, as the
horror of their position came back, and the shadow of what seemed to
Claire to be inevitable now crossed her spirit.
"Yes, I'm going. Poor old fellow! It will be a horrible shock to him
about Fred."
"About Fred?"
"Yes. Had I better tell him?"
"Tell him?" faltered Claire.
"Yes. I thought not. He has enough to bear. I thought," said the lad
bitterly, "that I was doing a brave thing when they brought him in. I
said he was my poor brother: but I found that they all knew. Claire!
Sis!"
She had staggered from him, and would have fallen had he not held on to
her hand.
"Speak--tell me!" she cried. "No, no! I can't bear it! Don't tell me
there is some new trouble come."
"What! Didn't you know?"
She shook her head wildly, and wrung her hands and tried to speak, while
he held her and whispered softly:
"Oh, sis--sis--dear sis!"
"Something has happened to Fred," she panted at last. "Tell me: I can
bear it now. Anything. I am used to trouble, dear."
"My poor sis!" he whispered.
"Why do you not tell me?" she cried wildly. "Do you not see how you are
torturing me? Speak--tell me. What of Fred?"
Her imperious, insistent manner seemed to force the lad to speak, and he
said, slowly and unwillingly:
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