Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
His hands dropped, his jaw fell, his eyes seemed to be starting, as he
read the look of horror, loathing, and shame in his daughter's face, and
for the space of a full minute neither spoke.
Then, as if moved to make another effort, he started spasmodically
forward.
"Claire, my child--if you only knew!"
But she shrank from him with the look of horror intensified.
"Don't--don't touch me," she whispered, in a harsh, dry voice. "Don't:
pray don't."
"But, Claire--"
"I know," she whispered, trembling violently. "It is our secret. I
will not speak. Father--they should kill me first; but don't--don't.
Father--father--you have broken my heart!"
As she burst forth in a piteous wail in these words, the terrible
involuntary shrinking he had seen in her passed away. The stiff
angularity that had seemed to pervade her was gone, and she sank upon
her knees, holding by the back of the chair, and rested her brow upon
her hands, sobbing and drawing her breath painfully.
He stood there gazing down at her, but for a time he did not move.
Then, taking a step forward, he saw that she heard him, and shrank
again.
"Claire, my child," he gasped once more, "if you only knew!"
"Hush!--for God's sake, hush!" she said, in a whisper. "Can you not
see? It is our secret. You are my father. I am trying so hard. But
don't--don't--"
"Don't touch you!" he cried slowly, as she left her sentence unspoken.
"Well, be it so," he added, with a piteous sigh; "I will not complain."
"Let it be like some horrible dream," she said, in the same low, painful
whisper. "Let me--let me go away."
"No!" he cried, with a change coming over him; and he drew himself up as
if her words had given him a sudden strength. "You must stay. You have
duties here, and I have mine. Claire, you must stay, and it must be to
you--to me, like some horrible dream. Some day you may learn the
horrible temptations that beset my path. Till then I accept my fate,
for I dare not confide more, even to you. Heaven help me in this
horror, and give me strength!" he muttered to himself, with closed eyes.
"I dare not die; I cannot--I will not die. I must wear the mask. Two
lives to live, when heretofore one only has been so hard!"
Just then there was a quick step outside, and the tall figure of Morton
Denville passed the window.
The Master of the Ceremonies glanced at Claire, who started to her feet,
and then their eyes met.
"For his sake, Claire," he whispered, "if not for mine."
"For his sake--father," she answered, slowly and reverently, as if it
were a prayer; and then to herself, "and for yours--the duty I owe you
as your child."
"And I," he muttered to himself, as he stood with a white hand resting
upon the table. "I must bear it to the end. I must wear my mask as of
old, and wilt Thou give me pardon and the strength?"
Morton entered the room fresh and animated, and his eyes lit up as he
saw that it was occupied.
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