"I believe," said the Master solemnly, in reply to the banter, "I
believe in Man and in God." And there followed such talk as had never
been in the old hall; for the surgeon was, after his kind, a
materialist and pushed the Master for definition. The Master believed,
as I recall it, that Disease could not be cured, for the most part. No
chemistry would ever solve the mystery of pain! But Disease could be
ignored, and the best way to forget pain was through labor. Not labor
merely for oneself; but also something for others. Wherefore the School,
around which the Inn and the farm and all had grown. For he told us then
that he had bought the Inn as a home for his boys, the waste product of
the city. Finding the old tavern too small for his purpose and seeing
how he should need helpers, he had encouraged ailing men to come to live
with him and to cure themselves by curing others. Without that School
below in the valley, with its workshops and cottages, there would have
been no Inn!
As for God--that night he would go no further, and the surgeon said
rather flippantly, we all thought, that the Master had left little room
in his world for God, anyhow--he had made man so large. It was a stormy
August evening, I remember, when we had been forced to dine within on
account of the gusty rain that had come after a still, hot day. The
valley seemed filled with murk, which was momentarily torn by fire,
revealing the trembling leaves upon the trees. When we passed through
the arcade to reach our rooms, the surgeon pointed out into this sea of
fire and darkness, and muttered with a touch of irony--
"HE seems to be talking for himself this evening!"
Just then a bolt shot downward, revealing with large exaggeration the
hills, the folded valleys--the descents.
"It's like standing on a thin plank in a turbulent sea!" the surgeon
remarked wryly. "Ah, my boy, Life's like that!" and he disappeared into
his room.
Nevertheless, it was that night he wrote to his friend: "I am getting
nearer this Mystery, which I take to be, the inner heart of it, a
mixture of the Holy Ghost and Sweat--with a good bath afterward! But the
old boy is the mixer of the Pills, mind you, and he _is_ a Master! Most
likely I shall never get hold of the heart of it; for somehow, yet with
all courtesy, he keeps me at a distance. I have never been 'confessed,'
whatever that may be--an experience that comes to the youngest boy among
them! Perhaps the Doctor thinks that old fellows like you and me have
only dead sins to confess, which would crumble to dust if exposed. But
there is a sting in very old sins, I think--for instance--oh! if you
were here tonight, I should be as foolish as a woman...."
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