Self is the power with which God has created and endowed every intelligent
creature. Self is the very center of a created being. And why did God give
the angels or man a self? The object of this self was that we might bring
it as an empty vessel unto God; that He might put into it His life. God
gave me the power of self-determination, that I might bring this self every
day and say: "Oh, God, work in it; I offer it to thee." God wanted a vessel
into which He might pour out His divine fullness of beauty, wisdom and
power; and so He created the world, the sun, and the moon, and the stars,
the trees, and the flowers, and the grass, which all show forth the riches
of His wisdom, and beauty, and goodness. But they do it without knowing
what they do. Then God created the angels with a self and a will, to see
whether they would come and voluntarily yield themselves to Him as vessels
for Him to fill. But alas! they did not all do that. There was one at the
head of a great company, and he began to look upon himself, and to think
of the wonderful powers with which God had endowed him, and to delight in
himself. He began to think: "Must such a being as I always remain dependent
on God?" He exalted himself, pride asserted itself in separation from God,
and that very moment he became, instead of an angel in Heaven, a devil in
hell. Self turned to God is the glory of allowing the Creator to reveal
Himself in us. Self turned away from God is the very darkness and fire of
hell.
We all know the terrible story of what took place further; God created man,
and Satan came in the form of a serpent and tempted Eve with the thought
of becoming as God, having an independent self, knowing good and evil. And
while he spoke with her, he breathed into her, in those words, the very
poison and the very pride of hell. His own evil spirit, the very poison of
hell, entered humanity, and it is this cursed self that we have inherited
from our first parents. It was that self that ruined and brought
destruction upon this world, and all that there has been of sin, and of
darkness, and of wretchedness, and of misery; and all that there will be
throughout the countless ages of eternity in hell, will be nothing but the
reign of self, the curse of self, separating man and turning him away from
his God. And if we are to understand fully what Christ is to do for us, and
are to become partakers of a full salvation, we must learn to know, and to
hate, and to give up entirely this cursed self.
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