Next morning, however, the first face was again at the window, as I at
once saw on raising the blind. I breakfasted alone. Mrs. Packard was not
yet down and the mayor had already left to fulfil an early appointment
down-town. Old Nixon waited on me. As he, like every other member of the
family, with the possible exception of the mayor, was still an unknown
quantity in the problem given me to solve, I allowed a few stray glances
to follow him as he moved decorously about the board anticipating my
wants and showing himself an adept in his appointed task. Once I caught
his eye and I half expected him to speak, but he was too well-trained
for that, and the meal proceeded in the same silence in which it had
begun. But this short interchange of looks had given me an idea. He
showed an eager interest in me quite apart from his duty to me as
waiter. He was nearer sixty, than fifty, but it was not his age which
made his hand tremble as he laid down a plate before me or served me
with coffee and bread. Whether this interest was malevolent or kindly
I found it impossible to judge. He had a stoic’s face with but one
eloquent feature--his eyes; and these he kept studiously lowered after
that one quick glance. Would it help matters for me to address him?
Possibly, but I decided not to risk it. Whatever my immediate loss I
must on no account rouse the least distrust in this evidently watchful
household. If knowledge came naturally, well and good; I must not seem
to seek it.
The result proved my discretion. As I was rising from the table Nixon
himself made this remark:
“Mrs. Packard will be glad to see you in her room up-stairs any time
after ten o’clock. Ellen will show you where.” Then, as I was framing
a reply, he added in a less formal tone: “I hope you were not disturbed
last night. I told the girls not to be so noisy.”
Now they had been very quiet, so I perceived that he simply wanted to
open conversation.
“I slept beautifully,” I assured him. “Indeed, I’m not easily kept
awake. I don’t believe I could keep awake if I knew that a ghost would
stalk through my room at midnight.”
His eyes opened, and he did just what I had intended him to do,--met my
glance directly.
“Ghosts!” he repeated, edging uneasily forward, perhaps with the
intention of making audible his whisper: “Do you believe in ghosts?”
I laughed easily and with a ringing merriment, like the light-hearted
girl I should be and am not.
“No,” said I, “why should I? But I should like to. I really should enjoy
the experience of coming face to face with a wholly shadowless being.”
He stared and now his eyes told nothing. Mechanically I moved to go,
mechanically he stepped aside to give me place. But his curiosity or his
interest would not allow him to see me pass out without making another
attempt to understand me. Stammering in his effort to seem indifferent,
he dropped this quiet observation just as I reached the door.
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