Detective and mystery stories; Spouses -- Fiction; Thieves -- Fiction
He had been fast awakening from the dream of the morning. He was alive
now. The dazement of that momentous ceremony had worn away. He rose
and went a little way towards her. He would have taken her in his arms
then and there, but this time the arm’s length was a reality. Her hand
touched his breast, and the arm stiffened. He felt the rebuff in the
act, and it seemed to him that his heart went cold, and that all the
vague terrors of the previous days crystallised into one concrete and
terrible truth. He knew all that she had to say before she spoke.
It was some time before she found the words she wanted, the opening
was so difficult.
“Gilbert,” she said at last, “I am going to do a cowardly thing. It is
only cowardly because I have not told you before.”
He motioned her to the settee.
He had woven a little romance for this moment, a dream scene which was
never to be enacted. Here was the shattering.
“I won’t sit down,” she said, “I want all my strength to tell you what
I have to tell you. If I hadn’t been an arrant coward I should have
told you last night. I meant to tell you,” she said, “but you did not
come.”
He nodded.
“I know,” he said, almost impatiently. “I could not come. I did not
wish--I could not come,” he repeated.
“You know what I have to tell you?” Her eyes were steadily fixed on
his. “Gilbert, I do not love you.”
He nodded again.
“I know now,” he said.
“I never have loved you,” she said in tones of despair; “there never
was any time when I regarded you as more than a dear friend. But----”
She wanted to tell him why, but a sense of loyalty to her mother kept
her silent. She would take all the blame, for was she not blameworthy?
For she, at least, was mistress of her own soul: had she wished, she
could have taken a line of greater resistance than that which she had
followed.
“I married you,” she went on slowly, “because--because you
are--rich--because you will be rich.”
Her voice dropped at the last word until it was husky. There was a
hard fight going on within her. She wanted to tell the truth, and yet
she did not want him to think so badly of her as that.
“For my money!” he repeated wonderingly.
“Yes, I--I wanted to marry a man with money. We have had--a very hard
time.”
The confession came in little gasps; she had to frame every sentence
before she spoke.
“You mustn’t blame mother, I was equally guilty; and I ought to have
told you--I wanted to tell you.”
“I see,” he said calmly.
It is wonderful what reserves of strength come at a man’s bidding. In
this terrible crisis, in this moment when the whole of his life’s
happiness was shattered, when the fabric of his dream was crumbling
like a house of paper, he could be judicial, almost phlegmatic.
He saw her sway, and springing to her side caught her.
“Sit down,” he said quietly.
She obeyed without protest. He settled her in the corner of the
settee, pushed a cushion almost viciously behind her, and walked back
to the fireplace.
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