VERA
It is my only consolation, I tell you, that you do not need me. In our
happiest moments a suspicion of this truth used to lacerate me. But now
it is my one comfort in the doom that divides us. See how you stand up
here above the world, alone and self-sufficient. No woman could ever
have more than the second place in your life.
DAVID
But you have the _first_ place, Vera!
VERA [_Shakes her head again_]
No--I no longer even desire it. I have gotten over that womanly
weakness.
DAVID
You torture me. What do you mean?
VERA
What can be simpler? I used to be jealous of your music, your prophetic
visions. I wanted to come first--before them all! Now, dear David, I
only pray that they may fill your life to the brim.
DAVID
But they cannot.
VERA
They will--have faith in yourself, in your mission--good-bye.
DAVID [_Dazed_]
You love me and you leave me?
VERA
What else can I do? Shall the shadow of Kishineff hang over all your
years to come? Shall I kiss you and leave blood upon your lips, cling to
you and be pushed away by all those cold, dead hands?
DAVID [_Taking both her hands_]
Yes, cling to me, despite them all, cling to me till all these ghosts
are exorcised, cling to me till our love triumphs over death. Kiss me,
kiss me now.
VERA [_Resisting, drawing back_]
I dare not! It will make you remember.
DAVID
It will make me forget. Kiss me.
[_There is a pause of hesitation, filled up by the Cathedral
music from "Faust" surging up softly from below._]
VERA [_Slowly_]
I will kiss you as we Russians kiss at Easter--the three kisses of
peace.
[_She kisses him three times on the mouth as in ritual
solemnity._]
DAVID [_Very calmly_]
Easter was the date of the massacre--see! I am at peace.
VERA
God grant it endure!
[_They stand quietly hand in hand._]
Look! How beautiful the sunset is after the storm!
[_DAVID turns. The sunset, which has begun to grow beautiful just
after VERA'S entrance, has now reached its most magnificent
moment; below there are narrow lines of saffron and pale gold,
but above the whole sky is one glory of burning flame._]
DAVID [_Prophetically exalted by the spectacle_]
It is the fires of God round His Crucible.
[_He drops her hand and points downward._]
There she lies, the great Melting Pot--listen! Can't you hear the
roaring and the bubbling? There gapes her mouth
[_He points east_]
--the harbour where a thousand mammoth feeders come from the ends of the
world to pour in their human freight. Ah, what a stirring and a
seething! Celt and Latin, Slav and Teuton, Greek and Syrian,--black and
yellow----
VERA [_Softly, nestling to him_]
Jew and Gentile----
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