The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His ManuscriptKittredge, Daniel Wright
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The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His Manuscript
Kittredge, Daniel Wright
Failure (Psychology) -- Fiction; Harvard University -- Fiction; University of Virginia -- Fiction
In regard to these insinuations, I can only speak of my own experience.
On three occasions (two of them were appointments) I went to Dunlevy’s
door and I tapped and I knocked and I pronounced words in vain like
Ali Baba’s brother in the robbers’ cave. Another night late, I went
unexpectedly to his door and met the janitor of the dormitory coming
out of his rooms. He said that a student had told him that he saw
flames coming out of Mr. Dunlevy’s windows. I supposed it was merely
a practical joke that some undergraduates had put upon the janitor in
order to disturb Dunlevy. I prevailed upon the janitor to let me enter,
as he said that Mr. Dunlevy was within.
“I have brought you over that work on Ethics about which I spoke to you
yesterday at the philosophy lecture,” I said, entering his study and
finding him in a long silk dressing gown and wearing a pair of stunted
Chinese slippers. He had in his hand a tumbler full to the brim of a
heavy mixture.
“Oh!” he exclaimed, as if he had received a shock, and was momentarily
pausing over his surprise, “how the devil did you get in here?”
“The janitor let me in,” I explained; “I met him at your door as he was
going out.”
“Oh--that was it--was it? Well--a--sit down, won’t you? This is a funny
get-up you’ve found me in--isn’t it? You wouldn’t think to see me in
street attire that I wore this sort of thing--would you? I say, a--have
a drink, eh?”
I said that I would have a glass with him, at which he appeared to be
rather taken off his guard and confused.
“Well, I’ll tell you,” he said, “this is a beverage of ante-bellum
days, a sort of compound potpouri or strong sangaree of the olden
time--you wouldn’t like it. But I will send Sandy out for anything you
say?”
I insisted upon taking what he was having. He hesitated for a moment as
though I had put him in a predicament, and then he called out:
“Sandy! Bring the gentleman a glass of our sangaree.”
During this brief colloquy Dunlevy kept shading his eyes from me as if
he did not care to have me see his face; and after giving the order for
the liquor, he drew his chair up close to the fire-place so that his
back was towards me. Even while he had been speaking these few words
to me, his face and figure attracted my notice. His expression was a
blending of artlessness and of shrewdness. He seemed to be one of those
men who try to keep you from believing that they have a heart, when
their gracious bearing and gentle mien give their tongue the lie.
So long as you do not try to make an intimate friend of him, I said to
myself, all will go well.
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