The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His ManuscriptKittredge, Daniel Wright
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The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His Manuscript
Kittredge, Daniel Wright
Failure (Psychology) -- Fiction; Harvard University -- Fiction; University of Virginia -- Fiction
Here comes one with a birch canoe. I get in. A tanned figure bare to
the loins, without a sign of passion in his face, holds a paddle aloft
as if awaiting my orders, a paddle curiously carved like a totem pole.
“Row to that floating bed of water lilies yonder that I may see their
upturned faces of gold.”
The paddle dips noiselessly, the ripples make rings on the glimmering
surface of the lake. I hear the water slush the bottom of the canoe.
It sways until I can see over the sides and down into the green
undergrowth of the lake where sun-fish and rainbow trout flash about
in the slender thread-like leaves, as though they were swimming in the
delicate, green foliage of a sunken tamarack forest or virgin growth of
wild asparagus. What a cooling sensation it is to let the water trickle
through the fingers as the canoe is paddled along. A little herd of
four deer are coming down a woodland path to the border of the lake
on the opposite shore. There are three does and a buck. He courts one
of them, rubbing the underpart of his downy neck across her back. She
shows her little teeth and leaps nimbly from under him, frisking her
little cotton tail to and fro. I wonder for how many centuries that
path has been trodden down by the light patter of their forefathers’
feet? I hear squirrels chattering, and I see them pursuing one another.
A pair of wild ducks are diving in a little bay beyond, and another
pair are mating near them on the land.
“What is the name of this northern swamp?” I ask. But the figure
answers nothing at all. I take it that he, too, is one of its
aboriginal inhabitants. What a ceaseless propagation has gone on
here--when did it begin, when will it end? Life is to give life. “And
you, you dumb being, are you happier without words and gibberish?
With you there is no vice, for you mate as naturally as the wild
ducks yonder. You have no slander or back-biting, then. No boring
conversations about social nothings. No nasty words or thoughts! Your
mind is as pure as the roebuck’s on the water’s edge.” But the figure
answers nothing at all, deftly paddling on and on, until I hear the
roar of rapids ahead. It must be the outlet of the swamp. The waters
grow disturbed, rocks peer through the surface, foam eddies round
them. I can see the rush of the current by the leaves and twigs
hurrying by. We are shooting the rapids. The figure backs water, the
foam rushing up his bare arms. But he can not stop us, the canoe will
strike that rock ahead instantly! He jumped and disappeared with his
paddle. The next I know I am thrown forward--
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