The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His ManuscriptKittredge, Daniel Wright
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The Memoirs of a Failure: with an Account of the Man and His Manuscript
Kittredge, Daniel Wright
Failure (Psychology) -- Fiction; Harvard University -- Fiction; University of Virginia -- Fiction
When he came back he went on a day’s visit to Goochland. The young
girl and he went into the parlor together and the door was closed. No
one ever knew a word of what took place between them; whatever he told
her and whatever she responded must have been serious, for when their
meeting was over, Dunlevy opened the door and walked straight out of
the house without a spoken word to her mother and father, and he never
saw her again from that day to this. But she remained true to him, and
no other man’s hand ever touched her. Dunlevy’s life changed; his face
changed; his disposition changed; he was literally not the same man.
Something had befallen him.
Such was the account that I gathered about him from what the two
students told in our dining hall at the University of Virginia. We
each of us wondered what had happened to him and put our individual
construction upon the bare facts as I have related them. Oddly enough,
I remember that a third-year medical student who sat with us remarked
with a Carolina accent that he “reckoned” he could tell what was the
matter with him. To which Crowther rejoined:
“Well, I always said the man was a damned fool, and now we know it.
Pass the pickles.”
And so the conversation turned to other topics; and I heard no more of
Dunlevy. Thus do men dispose of one who has lived amongst them.
To me the impression that this separation made upon Dunlevy did honor
to his sensibility. His existence was stranded. It bears out my own
observation of the man when I say that in the midst of our college
fellowship, he reflected at an age when we had scarcely begun to think.
Of one thing I can vouch for certain. In the earlier account of him he
is drawn as a strapping, active boy with all the suppleness of youth.
Whereas the man I met was a strange looking, undersized curiosity. This
leads me to recount another incident which is relevant.
One day in the early fall of that year when Dunlevy was forced to leave
the university, he sat at luncheon with even a more sombre demeanor
than usual. His shoulders were bent with weakness, his face calm but
drawn with endurance.
“Why don’t you put on some old clothes and go out on the athletic field
and get some lively exercise?” Crowther asked, good naturedly.
“Why doesn’t a mole see or a snail fly?” answered Dunlevy smiling,
though evidently much embarrassed at having attention centered upon
him. He finished the meal hurriedly and departed.
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