"Eric the Only," she intoned, and then paused to grin, as if it were a
name impossible to believe, "Eric the Singleton, Eric the one and only
child of either his mother or his father. Your parents almost didn't
have enough between them to make a solitary child. Is there enough in
you to make a man?"
* * * * *
There was a snigger of appreciation from the children in the distance,
and it was echoed by a few growling laughs from the vicinity of the
Throne Mound. Eric felt his face and neck go red. He would have fought
any man to the death for remarks like these. Any man at all. But who
could lift his hand to a woman and be allowed to live? Besides, one of
the main purposes of this exhibition was to investigate his powers of
self-control.
"I think so," he managed to say after a long pause. "And I'm willing to
prove it."
"Prove it, then!" the woman snarled. Her right hand, holding a long,
sharp-pointed pin, shot to his chest like a flung spear. Eric made his
muscles rigid and tried to send his mind away. That, the men had told
him, was what you had to do at this moment: it was not you they were
hurting, not you at all. You, your mind, your knowledge of self, were
in another part of the burrow entirely, watching these painful things
being done to someone else.
The pin sank into his chest for a little distance, paused, came out.
It probed here, probed there; finally it found a nerve in his upper
arm. There, guided by the knowledge of the Sickness-Healer, it bit and
clawed at the delicate area until Eric felt he would grind his teeth
to powder in the effort not to cry out. His clenched fists twisted
agonizingly at the ends of his arms in a paroxysm of protest, but he
kept his body still. He didn't cry out; he didn't move away; he didn't
raise a hand to protect himself.
Sarah the Sickness-Healer stepped back and considered him. "There
is no man here yet," she said grudgingly. "But perhaps there is the
beginnings of one."
He could relax. The physical test was over. There would be another one,
much later, after he had completed his theft successfully; but that
would be exclusively by men as part of his proud initiation ceremony.
Under the circumstances, he knew he would be able to go through it
almost gaily.
Meanwhile, the women's physical test was over. That was the important
thing for now. In sheer reaction, his body gushed forth sweat which
slid over the bloody cracks in his skin and stung viciously. He felt
the water pouring down his back and forced himself not to go limp,
prodded his mind into alertness.
"Did that hurt?" he was being asked by Rita, the old crone of a
Record-Keeper. There was a solicitous smile on her forty-year-old face,
but he knew it was a fake. A woman as old as that no longer felt sorry
for anybody. She had too many aches and pains and things generally
wrong with her to worry about other people's troubles.
"A little," he said. "Not much."
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