But still, he felt damaged somehow, made less--as when Roy the Runner
had called him a singleton before the entire band. And the last comment
he had heard behind him--"These primitives: so damned touchy!"--made it
no better.
He crossed the dark open space, still brooding, his eyes fixed on
the patch of white light ahead, his mind engaged in a completely
unaccustomed examination of values. Mankind's free simplicity against
the Stranger multiplicity and intricacy. Mankind's knowledge of basics,
the important foraging basics of day-to-day life, against the Stranger
knowledge of so many things and techniques he had never even heard
about. Surely Mankind's way was infinitely preferable, far superior?
Then why did his uncle want to get mixed up with Stranger politics,
he wondered, as he emerged from the structure? He turned left and,
passing the small entrance he had ignored before, sped for the wall
which separated him from the burrows. And why did all these Strangers,
evidently each from a different tribe, agree in the contempt with which
they held Mankind?
He had just turned right along the wall, on the last stretch before the
doorway, when the floor shook again, jarring him out of his thoughts.
He bounced up and down, frozen with fear where he stood.
He was out in the open while a Monster was abroad. A Monster had come
into the larder again.
VI
Far off in the dazzling distance, he caught sight of the tremendously
long gray body he had heard about since childhood, higher than a
hundred men standing on each other's shoulders, the thick gray legs
each wider than two hefty men standing chest to chest. He caught just
one wide-eyed, fear-soluble glimpse of the thing before he went into
complete panic.
His panic was redeemed by a single inhibition: he didn't spring forward
and run away from the wall. But that was only because it would have
meant running directly toward the Monster. For one thoroughly insane
moment, however, he thought of trying to claw his way through the wall
against which his shoulders were pressed.
Then--because it was the direction he had been running in--he
remembered the doorway. He must be about thirty, thirty-five paces from
it. There lay safety: his uncle, the band, Mankind and the burrows--the
blessed, closed-in, narrow burrows!
Eric leaped along the wall for the doorway. He ran as he'd never in his
life run before, as he'd never imagined he could run.
But even as he fled madly, almost weeping at the effort he was
making, a few sane thoughts--the result of long, tiresome drills
as an initiate--organized themselves in his screaming mind. He had
been closer to the structure in which the Strangers were hiding the
structure which Arthur the Organizer explained was a piece of Monster
furniture. He should have turned the other way, towards the structure,
gotten between it and the wall. There, unless he'd been seen as the
Monster entered the larder, he could have rested safely until it was
possible to make his escape.
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