Ruxton Farlow's return home was even more preoccupied than had been his
going. An entirely new sensation was stirring within him. Before, his
thoughts had been flowing along the troubled channel of affairs, all of
which bore solely upon the purpose of his life. Now their flow had been
further confused by the addition of an emotion, which, under ordinary
circumstances, might well have leavened the most gloomy forebodings.
Instead, however, it was rather like an artist engaged on painting a
picture of tragic significance who suddenly discovers that another hand
has added some detail, which, while it is still a part of the subject
portrayed, yet renders the whole a masterpiece of incongruity.
The coming of a woman into the affairs of his life seemed to him as
incongruous as it was pleasant, and, in the circumstances, justified.
It was an element all unconsidered before. His association with women
until now had been the simple parrying of the feminine shafts levelled
at him in the process of ordinary social intercourse in the position he
occupied in life. He was by no means a man who took no delight in
women's society. On the contrary. But his purpose in life had always
been too big as yet to permit his dwelling upon those pleasures which
no real manhood can ever ignore.
Women were to him part of the most exalted side of a man's life. His
ideals in that direction were as wholly unworldly as his ideals were
practical in every other direction. From his earliest youth, due to the
death of his mother at his birth, he had never experienced a woman's
influence upon his life, and thus he had been left to the riot of
imagination, which, in very truth, had been his safeguarding against
the operation of the matrimonial market of social London in the midst
of which he had found himself plunged.
Now, under conditions wholly robbed of every convention, he had
suddenly been confronted by a wonderful creature, who, to his vivid
imagination, appealed as the most beautiful of all her beautiful sex.
Furthermore the contact had been brought about through those very
ideals and purposes to which he had devoted his life. And, moreover,
the wonder of it all was that his purpose was apparently her purpose,
and she had sought him because this was so. Herein lay the
extraordinary incongruity of a sex attraction brought about by the
threatened tragedy overshadowing them all.
Vita Vladimir!
It was a name such as he might have discovered anywhere amongst the
foreign colony in Soho. His attraction towards the woman afforded no
glamor to the name. None at all. He told himself frankly it did not fit
her. Furthermore it left him unconvinced that it truly belonged to her.
Yet she said she was a Pole. And somewhere in the back cells of memory
there was a sort of hazy recollection that "Vladimir" had some
connection with Polish history.
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