The result was magical. The sick woman's face lit radiantly. Her
beautiful grey eyes were filled with such a light as the little man had
never seen in them before. He wondered. He was puzzled. It was
something which he could not understand.
He left the room, taking the nurse with him, and as he went he shook
his head and warned himself that the nervous troubles of modern times
were amazing. He felt that he was professionally old--very old.
Nor was it without serious misgivings that he sought Ruxton Farlow.
For an hour Vita endured the efforts of the nurse. She endured them
uncomplainingly. She felt like some small child being prepared for a
party. There was the pleasant excitement of it, but, unlike the small
child, there was also a dread which all the delight could not banish.
Her troubles were very real, and in the long days and nights of illness
which had seriously threatened her mental balance, and the dull bodily
suffering from her crushed arm, they had become exaggerated, as only
acute suffering can distort such things.
With the first return to reason she had hugged to herself the one
outstanding fact that the responsibility of her father's death lay at
her door. It stood out startlingly from every other thought in the
tangle of her poor brain. She had urged him to his death, unwittingly
it is true, but due solely to the childish credulity she had displayed.
Even now the unforgettable picture of that grey, lean figure falling
forward in response to Von Berger's merciless gun-shot haunted her
every waking moment. The horror of it, the dreadful cruelty. And all
her--her doing.
At the bottom of it all lay her cowardice, her miserable cowardice. Her
life--her wretched life had been threatened, and to escape death she
had dragged him forth and left him at the mercy of their enemies. To
her dying day the memory of it would haunt her. She knew it could never
be otherwise.
But later, as slowly some strength had begun to return, an added
trouble came to her. It was the natural result of convalescence. The
legitimate selfish interest in life inspired it. It came at the moment
when Ruxton had been permitted to pay his first brief visit. It was the
sight of him which had filled her with dismay. She had suddenly
remembered that to save her own life she had not only dragged her
father to his death, but she had sacrificed this man's love and
promised to become the wife of the detestable Von Salzinger. From that
moment the little troubled doctor had noted the check against which he
had been fighting ever since.
All these things were in Vita's mind now as she submitted to the
attentions of her nurse. The blending of excitement and dread had been
with her at first, but quickly all excitement had given way to the
single emotion which grew almost to a panic, when, finally, the nurse
withdrew, leaving her ready to receive the man she loved.
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