Vita leant against her cushions waiting breathlessly. Her courage was
drawn up to an almost breaking point. She longed to re-summon the
nurse, and once even her uninjured arm was outstretched towards the
electric bell. But she did not ring. She had asked, nay begged for
Ruxton's visit. She resolutely determined to face him and tell him all
the miserable truth. He would despise her. He would turn from her. She
closed her eyes to escape the picture she had conjured up of the cold
look she knew his handsome dark eyes were so capable of. But he must
know--he must know. She told herself this, and she told herself that
she must accept her fate at his hands without murmur. It was a just
punishment for her----
The sound of the door-catch moving startled her. Her eager, frightened
eyes turned swiftly in the direction. In a moment Ruxton was standing
in the room, his deep eyes smiling down at her from his great height.
"Vita! My Vita!"
Just for one moment the woman's head swam. Her eyes closed and it
seemed that she was about to faint. But the sensation passed, and when
the beautiful grey depths gazed out once more the man was seated on the
edge of the bed, holding her hand clasped under the tender pressure of
both his.
"My poor little Vita! My poor darling!"
The tones of his voice were tenderly caressing. They were full of a
deep, passionate sympathy and love. Vita thrilled under their echo in
her own soul. But there was no return of pressure in her hand. Her eyes
gazed back into his full of yearning, but they seemed to have lost
their power of smiling.
"Ruxton, dear----" she began. Then she broke off as though powerless to
bring herself to tell him all that lay ready marshalled for him to hear.
"Don't distress yourself, dear. Don't bother to talk. It's enough for
me to be here, with you, and know you are getting well."
It was his final words which spurred her courage. She began to speak
rapidly, and almost it was as if complaint were in her tone.
"But I am not getting well--yet. That is what Doctor Mellish says, and
that is why I must talk. Oh, Ruxton, can't you understand? I can never
get well until I have told you--told you all that is on my mind.
Dearest, dearest, I have wronged you, oh, how I have wronged you, and
all because I am a coward, a miserable wretched coward who dared not
face the death which they had marked out for me. It is that--that which
brought about poor father's death. It is that which made me throw aside
the love which was all the world to me, and promise to marry the man
who pretended that he was about to save my wretched life."
"Von Salzinger?"
The question came with unerring instinct, but the coldness for herself
Vita had dreaded was lacking.
"Yes," she said, in a childlike, frightened way.
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