The warmth of the July air left him utterly forgetful of the light
evening clothes in which he was clad, just as the grass-grown track
failed to remind him that the shoes he wore had never been intended for
country rambles. The soft sea breeze fanned his cheeks, and the bracing
air added vigor of body if it left his mental feelings wholly
uninspired.
For the time, at least, Ruxton Farlow was living within himself. His
mental digestion was devouring hungrily of that force which had come to
make his contemporaries realize that here was a man of that unusual
calibre which must ultimately make him a leader of men in whatever walk
of life he chose for that strenuous journey.
The full moon, shedding a ghostly glory on every hand, yielded him the
necessary guidance for his footsteps. It served his purpose, but its
beauty for once left him unimpressed. The diamond-studded sky suggested
no jewel-bedecked cloak of mysterious night as at other times it was
wont to appeal. All romance was dead for the time, as though the
shutter of his mental camera had been closed with a slam for the
development of the plates within which held those living, grim pictures
of the life he felt himself surrounded by on every hand.
He passed the last stile and faced the open sea. That smooth limitless
expanse, sighing and restless, as it gently rocked its bosom like some
aged crone nursing the infant she was too old to bear herself. He flung
himself full length upon a rustling bed of heather. His head was
towards the sea, and craning over the very edge of the dizzy cliff.
There was no thought in his mind of the dangerous proximity. He had
known these cliffs almost from his birth up. They were the friends of
his whole life, and their possible latent treachery was unthinkable to
him. He propped his face between his two hands and sank his elbows deep
into the heather. Then, like some schoolboy, his feet were raised
behind him, and crossed, while his eyes searched that mysterious
horizon lost in the shadows of a perfect night.
It has been said that Ruxton Farlow was an idealist. But let there be
no misapprehension about it. His idealism was practical and full of
sanity. He was no visionary. His mind was ever groping for the material
welfare of his country. The moral welfare, he felt, should be in hands
far more capable in that direction than his life and learning had made
his. It had been his habit of life to feed his mind upon hard and
incontrovertible facts which bore upon the goal of his ideals. He
accepted nothing which was merely backed by academic logic. He demanded
the logic of practice. Theory was impossible to him, unless that theory
was demonstrated in practice. Thus it was he kept his mind alert for
facts--and again facts.
The facts which concerned him at the moment were many, and he found in
them all, when arranged in due order, one stream like some rushing
river which raced on its tempestuous way to the wide sea of disaster
beyond.
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