It was not necessary long to wait for one. Borne across the brown
roofs and red chimneys of the town and exploding in the crystal air
above her head like balls of mellow music, came the sounds of the
first church bells, the bells of Christ Church.
They had never conveyed other meaning to her than that proclaimed
by the town clock: they sounded the hour. She had been too
untroubled during her young life to understand their aged argument
and invitation.
Held In the arms of her father, when a babe, she had been duly
christened. His death had occurred soon afterwards, then her
mother's. Under the nurture of a grandmother to whom religion was
a convenience and social form, she had received the strictest
ceremonial but in no wise any spiritual training. The first
conscious awakening of this beautiful unearthly sense had not taken
place until the night of her confirmation--a wet April evening when
the early green of the earth was bowed to the ground, and the
lilies-of-the-valley in the yard had chilled her fingers as she had
plucked them (chosen flower of her consecration); she and they but
rising alike into their higher lives out of the same mysterious
Mother.
That night she had knelt among the others at the chancel and the
bishop who had been a friend of her father's, having approached her
in the long line of young and old, had laid his hands the more
softly for his memories upon her brow with the impersonal prayer:
"_Defend, O Lord, this thy child with thy heavenly grace, that she
may continue thine forever, and daily increase in thy Holy Spirit
more and more, until she come unto thy Everlasting Kingdom_."
For days afterwards a steady radiance seemed to Isabel to rest upon
her wherever she went, shed straight from Eternity. She had
avoided her grandmother, secluded herself from the closest
companions, been very thoughtful.
Years had elapsed since. But no experience of the soul is ever
wasted or effaceable; and as the sound of the bells now reached her
across the garden, they reawoke the spiritual impulses which had
stirred within her at confirmation. First heard whispering then,
the sacred annunciation now more eloquently urged that in her
church, the hour of real need being come, she would find refuge,
help, more than earthly counsellor.
She returned unobserved to the house and after quick simple
preparation, was on her way.
When she slipped shrinkingly into her pew, scarce any one had
arrived. Several women in mourning were there and two or three
aged men. It is the sorrowful and the old who head the human host
in its march toward Paradise: Youth and Happiness loiter far behind
and are satisfied with the earth. Isabel looked around with a
poignant realization of the broken company over into which she had
so swiftly crossed.
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