She was not herself aware that marriage was the only sacrament of
religion that had ever possessed interest for her. Recollection
told her no story of how even as a child she had liked to go to the
crowded church with other children and watch the procession of the
brides--all mysterious under their white veils, and following one
and another so closely during springs and autumns that in truth
they were almost a procession. Or with what excitement she had
watched each walk out, leaning on the arm of the man she had chosen
and henceforth to be called his in ail things to the end while the
loud crash of the wedding march closed their separate pasts with a
single melody.
But there were mothers in the church who, attracted by the child's
expression, would say to each other a little sadly perhaps, that
love and marriage were destined to be the one overshadowing or
overshining experience in life to this most human and poetic soul.
After she had learned of Rowan's love for her and had begun to
return his love, the altar had thenceforth become the more personal
symbol of their destined happiness. Every marriage that she
witnessed bound her more sacredly to him. Only a few months before
this, at the wedding of the Osborns--Kate being her closest friend,
and George Osborn being Rowan's--he and she had been the only
attendants; and she knew how many persons in the church were
thinking that they might be the next to plight their vows; with
crimsoning cheeks she had thought it herself.
Now there returned before Isabel's eyes the once radiant procession
of the brides--but how changed! And bitter questioning she
addressed to each! Had any such confession been made to any one of
them--either before marriage or afterwards--by the man she had
loved? Was it for some such reason that one had been content to
fold her hands over her breast before the birth of her child? Was
this why another lived on, sad young wife, motherless? Was this
why in the town there were women who refused to marry at all? So
does a little knowledge of evil move backward and darken for us
even the bright years in which it had no place.
The congregation were assembling rapidly. Among those who passed
further down were several of the girls of Isabel's set. How fresh
and sweet they looked as they drifted gracefully down the aisles
this summer morning! How light-hearted! How far away from her in
her new wretchedness! Some, after they were seated, glanced back
with a smile. She avoided their eyes.
A little later the Osborns entered, the bride and groom of a few
months before. Their pew was immediately in front of hers. Kate
wore mourning for her mother. As she seated herself, she lifted
her veil halfway, turned and slipped a hand over the pew into
Isabel's. The tremulous pressure of the fingers spoke of present
trouble; and as Isabel returned it with a quick response of her
own, a tear fell from the hidden eyes.
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