As he had walked homeward this afternoon through the dust,
something else had drawn his attention: he was passing the Conyers
homestead, and already lights were beginning to twinkle in the many
windows; there was to be a ball that night, and he thought of the
unconquerable woman ruling within, apparently gaining still in
vitality and youth. "Unjailed malefactors often attain great
ages," he said to himself, as he turned away and thought of the
lives she had helped to blight and shorten.
As the night advanced, he fell under the influence of his book, was
drawn out of his poor house, away from his obscure town, his
unknown college, quitted his country and his age, passing backward
until there fell around him the glorious dawn of the race before
the sunrise of written history: the immortal still trod the earth;
the human soldier could look away from his earthly battle-field and
see, standing on a mountain crest, the figure and the authority of
his Divine Commander. Once more it was the flower-dyed plain,
blood-dyed as well; the ships drawn up by the gray, the wrinkled
sea; over on the other side, well-built Troy; and the crisis of the
long struggle was coming. Hector, of the glancing plume, had come
back to the city for the last time, mindful of his end.
He read once more through the old scene that is never old, and then
put his book aside and sat thoughtful. "_I know not if the gods
will not overthrow me. . . . I have very sore shame if, like a
coward, I shrink away from battle; moreover mine own soul
forbiddeth me. . . . Destiny . . . no man hast escaped, be he
coward or be he valiant, when once he hath been born_."
His eyes had never rested on any spot in human history, however
separated in time and place, where the force of those words did not
seem to reign. Whatsoever the names under which men have conceived
and worshipped their gods or their God, however much they have
believed that it was these or it was He who overthrew them and made
their destinies inescapable, after all, it is the high compulsion
of the soul itself, the final mystery of personal choice, that
sends us forth at last to our struggles and to our peace: "_mine
own soul forbiddeth me_"--there for each is right and wrong, the
eternal beauty of virtue.
He did not notice the sound of approaching wheels, and that the
sound ceased at his door.
A moment later and Isabel with light footsteps stood before him.
He sprang up with a cry and put his arms around her and held her.
"You shall never go away again."
"No, I am never going away again; I have come back to marry Rowan."
These were her first words to him as they sat face to face. And
she quickly went on:
"How is he?"
He shook his head reproachfully at her: "When I saw him at least he
seemed better than you seem."
"I knew he was not well--I have known it for a long time. But you
saw him--in town--on the street--with his friends--attending to
business?"
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