"Thank you," I responded, with almost a degree of joyousness in my
tone, I was so glad to be rid of the perplexity that had weighed down
my spirits for the last half-hour. "It is not pleasant to walk the
streets at dusk alone, but necessity has accustomed me to it, and I
scarcely think of its dangers now."
"You utter that in a proud tone," he declared, reaching out and taking
the basket that hung on my arm.
"I have reason to," I replied, glad it was so dark he could not see the
blush which his action had caused. "It was no slight struggle for me to
overcome certain prejudices in which I have been reared. That I have
been able to do so gives me wholesome satisfaction. I am no longer
ashamed to own that I stand by myself, and work for every benefit I
obtain."
"Nor need you be," he murmured. "In this age and in this country a
woman like you forfeits nothing by maintaining her own independence. On
the contrary, she gains something, and that is the respect of every
true-hearted man that knows her." And his step lagged more and more in
spite of my conscientious efforts to maintain the brisk pace in which I
had indulged before I had encountered him at the gate.
"This is a grand old place," I remarked, vaguely anxious to change the
drift of the conversation.
"Yes," he answered, moodily; "but it is shadowed." And with a sudden
relapse into his most sombre self, he walked at my side in silence,
till the sight of the high porch showing itself through the trees
warned him that if he had any thing further to say to me, it must be
said soon. He therefore paused, forcing me by the action to pause too,
and earnestly observed: "I know, however you may address me, Miss
Sterling, you cherish a doubt of me in your heart. I cannot resent
this, much as my natural pride might prompt me to do so. During the
short time in which I have known you, you have won so deeply upon my
esteem, that the utmost which I feel able to ask of you under the
circumstances is, that, in the two or three days you will yet remain
with us, you will allow yourself but one thought concerning me, and
that is, that I aspire to be an honest man, and to do not only what the
world thinks right, but even what such a conscientious soul as yours
must consider so. Are you willing to regard me in this light, and will
my mere word be sufficient to cause you to do so?"
It was a searching question after his proffer, and my acceptance of the
flower I held concealed, and I hesitated a moment before replying to
it. I am so intensely proud; and then I could not but acknowledge to
myself that, whatever my excuse, I was certainly running a risk of no
ordinary nature in listening to the addresses of a man who could
inspire me, or ever had inspired me, with the faintest element of
distrust.
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