Eight days later the thing dropped on my desk. I wet a finger with keen anticipation, but the spit wasn't dry before I was plowing into Hillary's office trailing loose sheets. "Are you kidding?" I yelled. He was out of his chair over by the window staring out. All he did was hunch up his shoulders. The girls were standing around trying to act invisible. "Hillary," I said trying to laugh. "Don't be playing gags on old George. Where is it? Where's Oscar's play?" "I--I'm afraid that's it," he said without turning his head. "This--this fluff? This pablum?" "Well--I thought I'd try something light to begin with." "Light? This is no play. This is Pollyanna. It's been done. Where's your conflict? Your problem? Your suspense? Dammit, where's your characters?" "I'll get warmed up tomorrow," Hilliary said, but he didn't have much conviction in his voice. He tried. He really did. I heard him thrashing around for a whole hour the next morning. By afternoon he was on his way to the hospital in an ambulance with two men holding him down. All I could get out of the doctors was, "complete nervous breakdown." I finally found a hard-up intern and bribed him to spy for me. He reported that Hillary had the whole staff stumped. He was acting more like a dope addict with withdrawal symptoms or a drunk with the D.T.'s. I got in touch with Hillary's sanitarium. The head psychiatrist was in Europe, so I cabled him and flew him back. He took over, and pretty soon I had the word I dreaded. "Your wonder boy will recover," he told me, "but that's a wonder in itself. I presume he told you of his experiments to achieve total recall?" I said yes. "What he probably failed to tell you was that we all tried to dissuade him." "That he didn't mention, but I worried about it." "Yes, well you might have. When Hillary Hardy succeeded in stripping away the last remnant of protective insulation in his memory he exposed himself not only to its full factual content, but also he lay naked every past emotional upset, every pain, fear, dread and sorrow he had ever experienced. It is no longer possible for him to recall an experience and ponder it objectively. _He relives it._" "Yes, I get that," I said, "but what's so--" "Did you ever hit your thumb with a hammer?" the doctor with the traditional, gray goatee interrupted. "Sure, a couple of times." "Ever lose a sweetheart or have a loved one die?" I nodded. "Suppose that to even think about such experiences you had to endure all the actual physical or emotional pain of the original incident? The crushing blow of the hammer? The heartache and tears of your loss? And suppose further, that you were trying to write a play, and in order to bring genuine emotion to it you forced yourself to endure these pains and emotional stresses, minute after minute--" "God!" I said. "But you said he'd recover?"