Joan paused, as though she didn't quite know how to make the complexity
of the problem clear to her husband. "I can't explain the power," she
said; "I know so little about 'time', far less than the physicists
think they know. Mutants, they tell us, can visualize 'time' as a
stationary dimension, freezing all event objects in 'the past' and in
the 'probable future'. They can travel along 'time' in either direction
at will."
"But you do not think of it as an actual journey?" Langford asked;
"you merely shut your eyes and see?"
Joan shook her head. "It isn't quite as simple as that. Clairvoyance is
never simple; it's accompanied by an intense inward illumination. It's
a little like staring at something through a long vista of converging
prisms. Objects get in the way and there's doubt, uncertainty.
Sometimes it's sheer torment.
"Sometimes I can't see at all. And even when I can see there's a
curious, almost terrifying sense of _wrongness_ about it."
"You mean you feel guilty?"
Joan smiled slightly. "Did Alice feel guilty when she went through
the looking glass? Perhaps she did! But I didn't mean that kind of
wrongness, not a moral wrongness. It's as though the strange tensions
will get you if you don't watch out. Rush in upon you and project
you forcibly into another place. As though you were a jet of steam
imprisoned in a bottle that's much too tight and forced in the wrong
direction by a power you can't begin to understand.
"You keep fearing you'll get caught in the neck of the bottle and wake
up screaming."
"Good Lord!" Langford muttered.
"I've never got caught," Joan said. "Now make your mind a blank,
darling. _We're going to find that ship!_"
* * * * *
A moment later Langford stood holding his wife's hand, a sharp
apprehension in his stare. Joan seemed slightly agitated. She sat
gripping the arms of her chair, her bandaged eyes turned from the light.
Suddenly her lips moved. "Ralph, I can see the ship! It's coming
straight toward the viewport. You didn't tell me it was so beautiful,
so--so huge!"
"I was waiting for _you_ to tell _me_!" Langford said, quickly.
"Well, I'm telling you, darling! I'm glad you didn't completely
visualize it. Now I'm sure I'm not just reading your mind. It must be
three hundred feet long; it's hard to tell where the illumination
comes from."
Joan straightened suddenly. "It's no longer just a ship," she said.
"I'm still outside, but I've moved closer to it. And I can sense a
rustling deep inside the hull, a vague stir of activity that's not
entirely physical."
While Langford held his breath Joan pressed her palms to her temples.
"The rustling is becoming clear. There are swift, abrupt movements,
accompanied by thoughts. But I'm not sure whether the thoughts come
from one mind or many minds. The thoughts are swift, piercing.
_Darting_ thoughts. That's the only way I can describe them."
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