For how could 'time' be measured in minutes or hours by a woman wearing
a blindfold, shut away in the dark, and waiting a verdict that could
cause the future to slough away into chill gulfs? And how could 'time'
have any meaning when the stars faded out of the sky and a sunset gun
boomed farewell to the joys of the physical world? And to one who loved
and hoped--could 'time' be measured by the moving hands of a clock?
Quickly Langford's fingers interlocked with those of his wife. "This is
it, darling!" he said.
Crendon's fingers fumbled a little as he turned Joan's head gently from
the light and began to unwind the bandages.
"Don't open your eyes until I've removed the gauze pads," he warned.
"And don't look directly at the light. At first you may not see at all;
you must be prepared for that."
* * * * *
Crendon hated himself for his sternness, but experience had taught
him that it was best to arouse a faint antagonism in his patients; it
prevented them from regarding him as a miracle worker. He wanted them
to face reality with courage, for healing depended on many things and
was often a matter of blind, fanatical trust.
"Now then!" he said.
As he spoke he raised the last fold of the bandage, and carefully
removed the small, moist pads beneath, one from each eye. He
straightened, his back to the light.
Langford looked away quickly. As though from a great distance he heard
Crendon say: "Now you may open your eyes. Remember, you may not see at
all for five full minutes!"
Mentally he added: _Or ever! I shouldn't be discouraged. A man does
what he can. Ten years of it, ten years of trying to save human
sight. And every day I learn something. And every day I envy men who
endure merely the loneliness of space. Why pretend? I have never felt
compassion for humanity in the abstract. It is only when I look into
eyes that I have failed to heal and realize that I can do nothing at
all._
"Dr. Crendon, I can see! Everything--clearly."
And so it was that Dr. Crendon--moody, skeptical Dr. Crendon--received
the greatest shock of his life. He had anticipated an agonized
outcry--or a joyous one. But Joan had spoken hardly above a whisper,
in a tone of quiet assurance, as if she had known all along that she
would see.
And suddenly Crendon realized that she _had_ known! For mutants could
see into the most probable future! Not too clearly, but clearly enough!
How could he have been so blind?
As Crendon turned he saw that Langford had fallen to his knees beside
his wife and was sobbing convulsively, his head cradled in her arms.
He tiptoed softly out of the room. He felt curiously hollow inside,
as though all capacity for emotion had been burned out of him by the
corroding acid of his own skepticism.
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