The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel BarkerHowells, William Dean
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The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel Barker
Howells, William Dean
Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
He took the first instalment of the price, with Lemuel's name and
address, and said he would send the clothes round; but in the evening he
brought them himself, and no doubt verified Lemuel's statement by this
device. It was a Saturday night, and the next morning Lemuel rose early
to put them on. He meant to go to church in them, and in the afternoon
he did not know just what he should do. He had hoped that some chance
might bring them together again, and then he could see from the way Miss
Dudley and 'Manda Grier behaved, just what they thought. He had
many minds about the matter himself, and had gone from an extreme of
self-abhorrence to one of self-vindication, and between these he had
halted at every gradation of blame and exculpation. But perhaps what
chiefly kept him away was the uncertainty of his future; till he could
give some shape to that he had no courage to face the past. Sometimes he
wished never to see either of those girls again; but at other times he
had a longing to go and explain, to justify himself, or to give himself
up to justice.
The new clothes gave him more heart than he had yet had, but the most he
could bring himself to do was to walk towards Pleasant Avenue the next
Sunday afternoon, which Mrs. Harmon especially gave him,--and to think
about walking up and down before the house. It ended in his walking
up and down the block, first on one side of the street and then on the
other. He knew the girls' window; Miss Dudley had shown him it was the
middle window of the top story when they were looking out of it, and
he glanced up at it. Then he hurried away, but he could not leave the
street without stopping at the corner, to cast a last look back at the
house. There was an apothecary's at that corner, and while he stood
wistfully staring and going round the corner a little way, and coming
back to look at the things in the apothecary's window, he saw 'Manda
Grier come swiftly towards him. He wanted to run away now, but he could
not; he felt nailed to the spot, and he felt the colour go out of his
face. She pretended not to see him at first; but with a second glance
she abandoned the pretence, and at his saying faintly, “Good afternoon,”
she said, with freezing surprise, “Oh! Good afternoon, Mr. Barker!” and
passed into the apothecary's.
He could not go now, since he had spoken, and leave all so inconclusive
again; and yet 'Manda Grier had been so repellent, so cutting, in her
tone and manner, that he did not know how to face her another time.
When she came out he faltered, “I hope there isn't anybody sick at your
house, Miss Grier.”
“Oh, nobody that you'll care about, Mr. Barker,” she answered airily,
and began to tilt rapidly away, with her chin thrust out before her.
He made a few paces after her, and then stopped; she seemed to stop too,
and he caught up with her.
“I hope,” he gasped, “there ain't anything the matter with Miss Dudley?”
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