The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel BarkerHowells, William Dean
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The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel Barker
Howells, William Dean
Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
Lemuel seemed uncertain whether to say it. “Well, they're too
aristocratic.”
Evans enjoyed this frank simplicity. He professed not to understand, and
begged Lemuel to explain.
“Well, at home, in the country, they mightn't want to do so much for
you, or be so polite about it, but they wouldn't feel themselves so much
above you. They're more on an equality. If I needed help, I'd rather be
in town; but if I could help myself, I'd just as soon be in the country.
Only,” he added, “there are more chances here.”
“Yes, there _are_ more chances. And do you think it's better not to be
quite so kind, and to be more on an equality?”
“Why, don't you?” demanded Lemuel.
“Well, I don't know,” said Evans, with a whimsical affection of
seriousness. “Shouldn't you like an aristocracy if you could be one of
the aristocrats? Don't you think you're opposed to aristocracy because
you don't want to be under? I have spoken to be a duke when we get an
order of nobility, and I find that it's a great relief. I don't feel
obliged to go in for equality nearly as much as I used.”
Lemuel shyly dropped the subject, not feeling himself able to cope
with his elder in these railleries. He always felt his heaviness and
clumsiness in talking with the editor, who fascinated him. He did not
know but he had said too much about city people being aristocratic. It
was not quite what he meant; he had really been thinking of Miss Carver,
and how proud she was, when he said it.
Lately he had seemed to see a difference between himself and other
people, and he had begun to look for it everywhere, though when he spoke
to Evans he was not aware how strongly the poison was working in him. It
was as if the girl had made that difference; she made it again, whatever
it was, between herself and the black man who once brought her a note
and a bunch of flowers from one of her young lady pupils. She was very
polite to him, trying to put him at ease, just as she had been with
Lemuel that night. If he came into the dining-room to seat a transient
when Miss Carver was there, he knew that she was mentally making a
difference between him and the boarders. The ladies all had the custom
of bidding him good morning when they came in to breakfast, and they all
smiled upon him except Miss Carver; she seemed every morning as if more
surprised to see him standing there at the door and showing people to
their places: she looked puzzled, and sometimes she blushed, as if she
were ashamed for him.
He had discovered, in fine, that there were sorts of honest work in the
world which one must not do if he would keep his self-respect through
the consideration of others. Once all work had been work, but now he
had found that there was work which was service, and that service was
dishonour. He had learned that the people who did this work were as
a class apart, and were spoken of as servants, with slight that was
unconscious or conscious, but never absent.
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