The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel BarkerHowells, William Dean
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The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel Barker
Howells, William Dean
Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
This would never do, and the minister went to his desk with the
intention of despatching a note of prompt and total discouragement.
But in crossing the room from the chair into which he had sunk, with a
cheerful curiosity, to read the letter, he could not help some natural
rebellion against the punishment visited upon him. He could not deny
that he deserved punishment, but he thought that this, to say the least,
was very ill-timed. He had often warned other sinners who came to him
in like resentment that it was this very quality of inopportuneness that
was perhaps the most sanative and divine property of retribution; the
eternal justice fell upon us, he said, at the very moment when we were
least able to bear it, or thought ourselves so; but now in his own case
the clear-sighted prophet cried out and revolted in his heart. It was
Saturday morning, when every minute was precious to him for his sermon,
and it would take him fully an hour to write that letter; it must be
done with the greatest sympathy; he had seen that this poor foolish boy
was very sensitive, and yet it must be done with such thoroughness as to
cut off all hope of anything like literary achievement for him.
At the moment Sewell reached his desk, with a spirit disciplined to the
sacrifice required of it, he heard his wife's step outside his study
door, and he had just time to pull open a drawer, throw the letter into
it, and shut it again before she entered. He did not mean finally to
conceal it from her, but he was willing to give himself breath before he
faced her with the fact that he had received such a letter. Nothing in
its way was more terrible to this good man than the righteousness of
that good woman. In their case, as in that of most other couples who
cherish an ideal of dutiful living, she was the custodian of their
potential virtue, and he was the instrument, often faltering and
imperfect, of its application to circumstances; and without wishing to
spare himself too much, he was sometimes aware that she did not spare
him enough. She worked his moral forces as mercilessly as a woman uses
the physical strength of a man when it is placed at her direction.
“What is the matter, David?” she asked, with a keen glance at the face
he turned upon her over his shoulder.
“Nothing that I wish to talk of at present, my dear,” answered Sewell,
with a boldness that he knew would not avail him if she persisted in
knowing.
“Well, there would be no time if you did,” said his wife. “I'm
dreadfully sorry for you, David, but it's really a case you can't
refuse. Their own minister is taken sick, and it's appointed for this
afternoon at two o'clock, and the poor thing has set her heart upon
having you, and you must go. In fact, I promised you would. I'll see
that you're not disturbed this morning, so that you'll have the whole
forenoon to yourself. But I thought I'd better tell you at once. It's
only a child--a little boy. You won't have to say much.”
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