The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel BarkerHowells, William Dean
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The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel Barker
Howells, William Dean
Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
As once before, Sewell tacitly took a hint from his own experience, and
enlarging to more serious facts from it, preached effort in the erring.
He denounced mere remorse. Better not feel that at all, he taught;
and he declared that what is ordinarily distinguished from remorse
as repentance, was equally a mere corrosion of the spirit unless some
attempt at reparation went with it. He maintained that though some
mischiefs--perhaps most mischiefs--were irreparable so far as restoring
the original status was concerned, yet every mischief was reparable in
the good-will and the good deed of its perpetrator. Do what you could
to retrieve yourself from error, and then, not leave the rest to
Providence, but keep doing. The good, however small, must grow if tended
and nurtured like a useful plant, as the evil would certainly grow,
like a wild and poisonous weed, if left to itself. Sin, he said, was a
terrible mystery; one scarcely knew how to deal with it or to attempt
to determine its nature; but perhaps--he threw out the thought while
warning those who heard him of its danger in some aspects--sin was not
wholly an evil. We were so apt in this world of struggle and ambition
to become centred solely in ourselves, that possibly the wrong done to
another,--the wrong that turned our thoughts from ourselves, and kept
them bent in agony and despair upon the suffering we had caused another,
and knew not how to mitigate--possibly this wrong, nay, certainly this
wrong, was good in disguise. But, returning to his original point, we
were to beware how we rested in this despair. In the very extremity
of our anguish, our fear, our shame, we were to gird ourselves up to
reparation. Strive to do good, he preached; strive most of all to do
good to those you have done harm to. His text was “Cease to do evil.”
He finished his sermon during the afternoon, and in the evening his wife
said they would run up to Miss Vane's. Sewell shrank from this a little,
with the obscure dread that Lemuel might have turned his back upon good
fortune, and abandoned the place offered him, in which case Sewell would
have to give a wholly different turn to his sermon; but he consented, as
indeed he must. He was as curious as his wife to know how the experiment
had resulted.
Miss Vane did not wait to let them ask. “My dear,” she said, kissing
Mrs. Sewell and giving her hand to the minister in one, “he is a pearl!
And I've kept him from mixing his native lustre with Rising Sun Stove
Polish by becoming his creditor in the price of a pair of overalls. I
had no idea they were so cheap, and you can see that they will fade,
with a few washings, to a perfect Millet blue. They were quite his own
idea, when he found the furnace needed blacking, and he wanted to
use the fifty cents he earned this morning toward the purchase, but
I insisted upon advancing the entire dollar myself. Neatness,
self-respect, awe-inspiring deference!--he is each and every one of them
in person.”
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