The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel BarkerHowells, William Dean
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The Minister's Charge; Or, The Apprenticeship of Lemuel Barker
Howells, William Dean
Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
He went out of the room, and she heard him walking about his room in the
L, putting together his few belongings. Then she heard him go down and
open the furnace door, and she knew he was giving a final conscientious
look at the fire. He closed it, and she heard him close the basement
door behind him, and knew that he was gone.
She explored the L, and then she descended to the basement and
mechanically looked it over. Everything that could be counted hers by
the most fastidious sense of property had been left behind him in the
utmost neatness. On their accustomed nail, just inside the furnace-room,
hung the blue overalls. They looked like a suicidal Lemuel hanging
there.
Miss Vane went upstairs slowly, with a heavy heart. Under the hall light
stood Sibyl, picturesque in the deep shadow it flung upon her face.
“Aunt Hope,” she began in a tragic voice.
“Don't _speak_ to me, you wicked girl!” cried her aunt, venting her
self-reproach upon this victim. “It is _your_ doing.”
Sibyl turned with the meekness of an ostentatious scape-goat, unjustly
bearing the sins of her tribe, and went upstairs into the wilderness of
her own thoughts again.
XIII.
The sense of outrage with which Lemuel was boiling when Miss Vane came
in upon Sibyl and himself had wholly passed away, and he now saw his
dismissal, unjust as between that girl and him, unimpeachably righteous
as between him and the moral frame of things. If he had been punished
for being ready to take advantage of that fellow's necessity, and
charge him fifty cents for changing ten dollars, he must now be no
less obviously suffering for having abused that young lady's trust and
defencelessness; only he was not suffering one-tenth as much. When he
recurred to that wrong, in fact, and tried to feel sorry for it and
ashamed, his heart thrilled in a curious way; he found himself smiling
and exulting, and Miss Vane and her niece went out of his mind, and he
could not think of anything but of being with that girl, of hearing her
talk and laugh, of touching her. He sighed; he did not know what his
mother would say if she knew; he did not know where he was going; it
seemed a hundred years since the beginning of the afternoon.
A horse-car came by, and Lemuel stopped it. He set his bag down on
the platform, and stood there near the conductor, without trying to
go inside, for the bag was pretty large, and he did not believe the
conductor would let him take it in.
The conductor said politely after a while, “See, 'd I get your fare?”
“No,” said Lemuel. He paid, and the conductor went inside and collected
the other fares.
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