The Miracles of Antichrist: A NovelLagerlöf, Selma
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The Miracles of Antichrist: A Novel
Lagerlöf, Selma
Sicily (Italy) -- Fiction; Socialism -- Fiction
But when Donna Micaela heard that he was back she felt no joy, rather
anger and despair. For she was afraid that Gaetano would come to tempt
her.
She had heard that a rich Englishwoman had come to Diamante the day the
bells rang. She was deeply affected when she heard that it was the lady
with the Christ image. He had therefore come as soon as she had called on
him. The rain and the bell-ringing were his work!
She tried to rejoice her soul with the thought that there had been a
miracle for her sake. It would be more to her than all earthly happiness
and love to feel that she was surrounded by God’s grace. She did not
wish anything earthly to come and drag her down from that blessed rapture.
But when she met Gaetano on the street he hardly looked at her; and when
she met him at Donna Elisa’s he did not take her hand and did not speak
to her at all.
For the truth was that, although Gaetano had come home because it had
been too hard to go without Donna Micaela, he did not wish to tempt or to
persuade her. He saw that she was under the protection of the saints, and
she had become so sacred to him that he scarcely dared to dream of her.
He wished to be near her, not in order to love her, but because he
believed that her life would blossom with holy deeds. Gaetano longed for
miracles, as a gardener longs for the first rose in the spring.
But when weeks went by and Gaetano never tried to approach Donna Micaela,
she began to doubt, and to think that he had never loved her. She said
to herself that he had won the promise from her to flee with him only in
order to show her that the Madonna could work a miracle.
If that were true, she did not know why he had not continued his journey
without turning back.
That caused her anxiety. She thought that she could conquer her love
better if she knew whether Gaetano loved her. She weighed the pros and
cons, and she was more and more sure that he had never loved her.
While Donna Micaela was thinking of this, she had to sit and keep Don
Ferrante company. He had lain sick a long time. He had had two strokes of
paralysis, and had risen from his sick-bed a broken man. All at once he
had become old and dull and afraid, so that he never dared to be alone.
He never worked in the shop; he was in every way a changed man.
He had been seized with a great desire to be aristocratic and
fashionable. It looked as if poor Don Ferrante’s head was turned with
pride.
Donna Micaela was very good to him, and sat hour after hour and chatted
with him.
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